Energy Sensations ~ Update October 30, 2022

“I have learned that the point of life’s walk is not where or how far I move my feet, but how I am moved in my heart 💙” ~ Anasazi Foundation 🦋

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After my recent soulmate experience in Death Valley, CA, I ended up leaving the seasonal job in a hurry and unfortunately didn’t have a back-up plan.  I was displaced for a few weeks but ended up finding another job that provides housing in Northern Arizona in Marble Canyon. It’s not too far from the border of Utah and very close to Antelope Canyon, Horseshoe Bend, Grand Canyon North Rim and Lake Powell.  I had a very strong calling to come here and wanted this job SO badly that I could feel the yearning in my Heart.  I prayed that I would get it and ended up getting it within a week of intending to manifest it.   I now live and work at a lodge in the Vermilion Cliffs.  It’s very beautiful here because we’re surrounded by the red rock cliffs for many miles.  It’s mostly the Indian reservation, but the lodge is on a small part that isn’t a part of the reservation

Vermilion Cliffs Scenic Route

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I got very lucky with the housing that they provide here.  I share a newer 2 bedroom home with a younger female boat captain who is also a massage therapist.  She had recently put in her 2 weeks notice, so I will have the house to myself for the next 5 months until she returns in April.  It seems like everything I asked for has manifested very quickly and all at the same time.  There has definitely been a huge shift.

I am working my job with a couple of younger Native American (Navajo) locals (brother and sister) that have lived in the area all of their lives. I get along really well with the brother and we’ve been occasionally hanging out together. I can tell that he is also hypersensitive to energy but I don’t think he really understands it. He’s also telekinetic but he wasn’t aware that it was him that was affecting the things around him, until I explained it to him. I’ve been gently working on his energy channels and have been teaching him how to ground. In my experience, most people who are telekinetic are not aware that it is them that is affecting the things around them.  They usually think it’s a ghost or haunting.  I could instantly tell that it was him because I could feel his chaotic energy all over the place, but I’ve been showing him how to get that under control.  Most people would be surprised at how many people are telekinetic…I’ve encountered quite a few on my traveling journey!

During our time spent together,  I’ve been asking a lot of questions about Native American ceremonies and legends.  I’m fascinated by the stories about skinwalkers (shapeshifters).

They have actually seen them around the area and even said that they show up during ceremonies where multiple people will all see them.   I do feel a darker energy here, but that’s common in these types of areas.  I’ve sensed it in a lot of different places during my travels.  It’s anchored into the land itself. A lot of it has to do with ancient curses and sorcery.  It affects those that have the bloodline.The good thing is that this is in the process of being dismantled at the moment.  

The cliffs that surround the area give off a huge amount of energy, but it seems that it’s not balanced energy.  It’s difficult to explain the information (images, visuals) that I’m getting, but because of this imbalance, it is causing the imbalanced aspects to vibrate faster which can feel very tiring / draining to people but can also cause forgetfulness, anxiety or anxious feelings at times. Everyone here is exhausted.  I don’t think I’ve ever been this tired before.  I’m hoping that I will adjust because I feel like I could sleep for an entire week right now!

I’m very Grateful to be here. The energy of the people that work here is very refreshing.  There is a genuine camaraderie amongst the staff here and it feels very comforting to me at this time. After my recent whirlwind experience with a soulmate, I felt so confused and didn’t know what to do with myself.  This place feels like such a Blessing and I will make the most of  my time here.

Energy Sensations

I’ve been getting lots of consistent Crown downloads on different spots on my head, but there seems to be some focus on the right side toward the back of my head and the left side front of my head.  The back part is a fluttering buzzing type sensation and the front part is the thick liquid type feeling.  The thick liquid feeling has a wiggling sensation, like it’s wiggling into my head and it feels very blissful and calming.

My root chakra has been pouring out energy.  It gets so strong that it feels like water spilling out.  I’ve felt this before many years ago, but it seems to be happening a lot since I’ve been here.  It seems to be more concentrated anchoring of energy as opposed to coming out of the bottom of the feet.

I’ve been getting some pretty frequent LOUD ringing in my right ear since I’ve been here. When it gets really loud, it seems to last longer than it usually has in the past. It sounds like the noise of when you accidentially call a fax machine with the screeching high-low fluctuations. It can get pretty intense at times.

When I wake up in the morning and see gridlines, I’ve noticed that they are still the light blue illuminated color, but there is also a textured overlay on them.  I don’t really know how to explain it but it looks like a small misshapen spotted pattern.

I was downloaded with information after I first got here to Marble Canyon and during that time, I heard the words “Wiwan Ahuna”.  I asked for this to please be spelled out for me and it actually did show the letters in my mind, very slowly one by one (but as one whole word “Wiwanahuna”).  I have no idea what it means and haven’t really found much online.  I’m wondering if it’s a Navajo word since I’m living in Navajo territory right now?

I feel very comfortable here and will plan to stay for a while. I REALLY appreciate the break from the chaos, it was much needed at this time. Life is good

Love

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Energy Sensations – Update October 19th – 20th, 2021

……..As the bee takes the essence of the flower,

……..and flies away without destroying its beauty and perfume,

……..So let the sage wander in this life

……..~ Gautama Buddha ~

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I had to leave the Grand Canyon a little earlier than I had planned.  I ended up hurting my right knee (only from kneeling on it).  It swelled up pretty bad with a golf ball sized knot and I was unable to do my job without causing more injury.  I was sad to have to leave, but I had full faith that there was something else that I needed to do.

So I’ve been bouncing around once again, from place to place.  It has not been a pleasant experience and I have experienced a lot of closure and cord cutting as a result. Mainly with people who were just using me (money oriented, greed) and basically not out for my best interest.  I’m currently in Prescott, Arizona, but I will be leaving soon.  Through many synchronicities, I found a seasonal job in Taos, New Mexico. I’m really excited about it, because I’ve never been there and have always wanted to explore Taos and Santa Fe.  So now I have my chance to do that.  The seasonal job provides housing at no cost, so I’ll also be able to save a lot more money. Yayyyyy!!! 🙂

I’m staying in a new friend’s home for these last few days while in Prescott.  They’re out of town, so I’m here alone.  I just got here yesterday and my first night sleeping here was really strange!  I immediately felt uncomfortable when I entered the home.  It’s hard to explain, but I guess I felt a tightness in my throat and an anxious feeling in my Solar Plexus that would not go away. It was almost like an adrenaline type feeling churning in my abdomen.

So when I laid down to go to sleep, I kept waking up because I felt like someone was here with me.  Every time I’d open my eyes, I wouldn’t see anything out of the ordinary, so I’d fall back asleep.  One of the times that I woke up, I decided to tune into the energy and try to see if I could figure out what I was feeling.  As I lay there focusing, I eventually began to feel my body get lighter (lifting sensation) and realized that I was having an out of body experience, but while still fully conscious.

For some reason, I just randomly said out loud  “Goddess, please show me”.  I have absolutely NO idea where that came from or what prompted me to say that! It was not even a thought in my mind before I said it, it just came out of my mouth!  There was a silence for about 5 seconds, and then all of a sudden it sounded like thousands of bees were buzzing all around me in surround sound. The chorus of bees completely took over my hearing and I was fully immersed in not only the sound, but also the vibration.  I just kept my eyes closed and let it happen.  It lasted for a short while.

Once the sound stopped, I had vision, without opening my eyes!  I could see the room even though my eyes were closed, it was so weird!  The room was grey with a soft lighter grey glow to it.  Then I started to see things flying around the room.  They looked like shadows swooping around near the ceiling and there were so many of them in the room with me.  They were moving so fast that I couldn’t make out what they were.

After a while, I got a little frustrated not being able to see what they were, so my natural reaction was to open my eyes. When I did that, I lost my ability to see them and was now fully awake. I heard the word “superhighway”, which I’m assuming was an explanation of why they were here (or how they got here).  I have no idea what they were but I’m guessing that I was seeing them through my 3rd eye while my actual eyes were still closed.

This morning when I woke up for the day, I decided to provide an exit for them to leave, if they should choose to do so.  I also said a prayer and claimed the space.  That seemed to work, because I don’t feel the anxious feeling anymore and I’m able to breathe freely without resistance.  I’m not sure if they’re completely gone, but I’m curious to see what happens tonight when I go to sleep again.

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<>October 20, 2021<>

After the clearing of the home that I did yesterday, I also activated a Buddhic Column. At night when I went to sleep, I didn’t feel anything at all, no strange feelings, no strange noises, no presence in the home. I slept through the night without waking up. In fact, I got the most peaceful sleep that I’ve gotten in a very long time!

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Energy flowing through the feet has greatly increased and the pulse has been extremely strong. It comes in waves of intensity and then will taper off a bit…but the sensation is always there.

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A couple of weeks ago, I had an experience where I got super sleepy and had to lay down to rest. While I was resting, I went into that “in between” state where I’m kinda in a trance. I started to see and feel a beautiful blue-green colored energy flow into my body. It was so soothing and brought a feeling of peace and comfort. The color reminded me of the crystal blue water surrounding a tropical island. The colors were similar to the picture below, but the turquoise had more green in it and was much more brilliant.

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A few days ago, I saw the “Reese’s peanut butter cup” shape again, but this time it was floating in the air for a while. I still have no idea what that is…

I’ve also been seeing a new pattern in my vision. It’s very slightly illuminated and just appears for a while and then it fades away. It looks similar to the picture below:

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I went through a stage of hearing the word “Mapacho” and then started to smell a very pungent tobacco smell that nobody else could seem to smell. It was very uncomfortable for me because I don’t particularly like that smell. It happened everyday for about 2 weeks and then it stopped. I’m wondering if it was a shamanic experience?

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Things are starting to change and I’m excited for my trip to New Mexico. I have no idea what to expect and I’m okay with not knowing what lies ahead. I just know that this is something that I need to do.

I have full faith that I’ll be exactly where I’m supposed to be.

Love ❤

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