I had a strange experience today and wanted to document it…
I woke up this morning not feeling too well…had a strange feeling in my bladder like nerves were twitching in it with pressure. My lower chakras were very hot and it was an EXTREMELY unpleasant feeling. After being awake for about an hour, I started to feel a pressure building up in my core and it’s almost like I wanted to scream to let it out, or to force air out of my center to release the pressure. The sensation was so strong that I wanted to vomit. I started to get chills all over my body and became dizzy. I heard a very loud ringing tone in my right ear, so loud that it drowned out everything else and I knew that this was something energetic going on…so much was happening at once, I started to feel confused and overwhelmed.
I decided to go to bed and try to sleep it off. Surprisingly I was able to fall asleep right away. I had a post apocalyptic dream where I was trying to quickly gather stuff from my house to take with me on a trip. We were leaving town to go somewhere else because there had been some type of disaster. The dream went on for quite a while but I don’t remember most of it.
The dream ended up shifting into a consciousness experience…what I mean by that, is that when I am just full consciousness, I don’t have a body anymore…I’m just a witness to whatever is in front of me. I was shown that there was some type of compression going on like a huge scale of compression…it was MASSIVE… Then there were triangles presented in front of me. The triangles were moving around and communicating with me, it’s really hard to explain…Then the triangles started connecting to each other and were sprouting out like plants. They were growing into something or creating something.
I heard a huge crash like as if it were coming from the center of my house and it woke me up. Of course, there was nothing that crashed in the house, the sound was internal. As I was waking up I heard a small voice say “You will survive”. Then I started to see bright fluorescent purple and green blotches of color that were slowly bursting open. I ended up fully waking up at 5:30pm…I guess I slept a lot longer than I thought…what seemed like an hour or so, ended up being several hours.
“You will survive”??? Survive what?! I have no idea what this was yet, but I’ll probably find something in a few days to give me an idea. All I know is that I still feel AWFUL and I want this feeling to go away. I’ve had a fluttering feeling on the top of my head for the past 4 days. It feels like a moth is stuck in my hair and trying to get untangled. The sensation is more active today for some reason.
**After I wrote the post above, I started to feel more pain in my bladder so I went to the Urgent Care to see a doctor. When the Urgent Care doctor walked into the examination room, I looked up to see him surrounded by a bright orange aura…I’ve never seen anything like that in full on view. Usually I’ll have to concentrate and slightly look away to see any aura…but this was full on without even trying. So that was something new. I guess my 3rd eye has really been activating this past week.
Something has really shifted…I just hope that was the worst of it because this is extremely uncomfortable…my body is so tired and worn out. I’m not sure how much more of this I can handle 😦