Monthly Archives: December 2014

Trip to Sedona – Solstice ~ December 21, 2014

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I felt a nudge to go to the Amitabha Stupa  at Peace Park in Sedona today for Solstice. My (ex)boyfriend is out of town visiting family for the holidays, so I went by myself…It was a beautiful day, 58 degrees and mostly sunny, but slightly cloudy weather. At the park, they have two stupas and a Buddha statue…

The larger stupa is a 36 foot Amitabha Stupa which is said to actually contain a sacred relic from Buddha inside of it (among many other sacred relics and a billion mantras):

big stupa

And they also have a smaller 6 foot White Tara stupa:

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I said some prayers, recited some mantras, and paid a visit to the Buddha statue on site: 

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There weren’t too many people when I got there at 2pm…but when I was leaving, many people started to come…

After I was done, I headed to my favorite spot…Bell Rock vortex:

Bell Rock

Then I meditated for a while on my favorite round rock… 

Favorite Rock

I saw a lot of kaleidoscope patterns today while meditating…

I enjoyed the beautiful view while looking out from Bell Rock…

Bell Rock view

I felt like I was saying good-bye and I became very emotional on this trip…

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On Tuesday, December 23, I will be heading back to California for good…no more coming back to stay with my (ex)boyfriend anymore. I feel that he needs to get on with his life and I’m interfering with that by being here. All I want for him is to be happy…even if that means he will be happier with someone else…

I’ve learned a lot about unconditional Love and patience being with him. He’s the longest relationship I’ve ever had (6 1/2 years). I used to always run from everything and everyone in my life when things got tough,until I met him…he’s the first person that I stuck it out with and I learned so much. 

So why am I leaving now?  Because he wants and deserves to have a family of his own and a normal life and I can’t give that to him.  My life will never be normal again, it’s just not possible… For the first time, I feel that this is really “Good-bye” to so many things all at once…the sadness runs very deep in letting go of all that is familiar and comfortable…

There was a lot of releasing done on this trip today. I feel that I’ve been preparing (energetically) for this trip all week. I’ve been getting super heavy liquid Crown and third eye downloads for the past few days. I’ve never felt them so intense and non-stop like these past few days. There’s a new feeling today, and I feel like I’ve said good-bye to so much more than I’ll probably ever know. Everything is going to change. This New Year will bring a lot of surprises.

While saying good-bye today, I was shown that there will be many new adventures to come…letting go of the old to make room for the new.  I have faith that everything is as it should be 🙂

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Happy Winter Solstice! Many Blessings from my Heart to yours

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I received a nudge to post this for some reason…maybe I’ll figure out why later…When I listened to this with headphones, my entire energy field moved around in what felt like a swirling dance of energy…

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ut_queant_laxis

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solf%C3%A8ge

 

From what I’ve read so far, it’s a hymn in honor of St. John the Baptist. I honestly do not know anything about St. John the Baptist, so I’m off to do my research 🙂

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Oh, also wanted to note that today’s date is 12-13-14 😉

 

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Love ❤