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Energy Sensations – Update June 28th, 2020

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Artwork: Orange seeds – by Jo Jayson 2008 https://www.etsy.com/shop/JoJaysonGoddessArt

When you feel you are being moved by the creative spirit, you are in fact being moved by the Divine Feminine” – Teri Degler

 

I decided that it was time to leave the campsite in Williams, AZ.  The high elevation (7000 feet) was very hard on my physical body and after 3 months of being there, I started to feel very uncomfortable.  For whatever reason, high elevations affect my kidneys and less oxygen saturation caused severe fatigue and dizziness.  There were other reasons why I decided to leave, but not feeling well everyday was the most important.

I had been saving money so that I can move out of the U.S. mainland, but with COVID-19, that probably won’t happen anytime soon.  I just accepted that I’m gonna be here for a while and decided that the best thing to do at the moment, was to move back to Phoenix.  My former boss hired me back right away and has lots of work for me to do, so I’ve been keeping busy. There seems to be a harmony there that we didn’t have before.

While I was in Williams, I made friends with a cute little squirrel :

 

It took a couple of days to get her to trust me, but she ended up following me around throughout the day.  Sometimes she would jump on the chair right next to me.  I imagine there is not much to eat out in the desert area that we were at, so she really appreciated my snacks

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I felt a deep connection with nature while I was in Williams.  Sometimes bees would come to me and ask me for a drink of water. Rabbits would come right up to my feet.  The Ravens would copy the clicking noises I’d make to them.  I saw a lot of bald eagles and big beautiful hawks in the area. Overall, it was a nice break from all of the chaos that was going on in the cities around me.  I will miss Williams and the natural flow I experienced while in nature.

Energy Sensations

Last week was pretty interesting…

~ Meridians continue to activate.  On June 23rd, I experienced a sensation that felt like an instrument was being inserted into my right foot.  It was a little painful and would cause my foot to jerk.  I would immediately feel energy flow super fast from the point on my foot, all the way up the right side of my body and then it would stay at the right side of my face buzzing and churning.  It continued to do that for hours, shooting straight up the right side of my body.  I have no idea what the purpose of that was…

~ I suspect that the magnetics are having some large fluctuations again. On June 24th, I was cleaning a vacation rental and when I had just walked into the house, a bird crashed into the window that I was facing and then about 5 seconds later, another bird crashed into the window behind me! In past experience, when there are large fluctuations in magnetics, I have had birds crashing into the house that I’m in, so it happens periodically.

~ On June 25th, I was having trouble sleeping, so I decided to take 2 dropperfuls of High Potency Full Spectrum CBD Oil (instead of the recommended one dropperful).  That was definitely too much, because about an hour later, I got an extremely aggressive and uncomfortable reaction.  I started to get surges of energy in my abdomen that felt like an adrenaline rush exploding outward and it would roll upward through my body in strong pulses that felt like extremely strong chills. It felt like it was completely taking over my body and I had absolutely no control over it.

I started to very aggressively shake with tremors and my teeth were chattering uncontrollably.  After a while, I took some Benadryl to calm down a bit and about an hour later, noticed that when I became calm, I could tune into what was happening more clearly.  I realized that this had somehow activated the Torus sensation and I could feel it churning very aggressively. This all happened continuously for 4 hours until the Benadryl put me to sleep.

I’m not sure why the high dosage of CBD oil would activate the Torus sensation, but it did.  This felt like it was Kundalini related.  It was not the pleasant slow movement that I had felt with the Torus before, it was extremely overwhelming this time. This somehow also blew open my Sacral Chakra area, which I had been having issues with, and now I’m feeling more clear.  Although I’m afraid to go through this aggressive uncomfortable experience again, I’m very Grateful for what it has done for me.  I have an inner knowing that this has somehow “reset” something in my body and I feel very different now.

~I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night hearing something that sounds like a light saber from Star Wars. It’s like the fluctuating humming sound when it’s waved around:

When I hear it, I can actually feel my eardrums vibrating in sync with the fluctuations, so I’m wondering if the sound is internal and coming from my own energy?  I’ve heard it off and on for a few years now.    I’m also hearing sounds come from beneath me, so I’m guessing it’s coming from underground.  There seems to be a lot of activity and movement underground lately.

For myself, things are not changing, they have already COMPLETELY changed…it’s just that I haven’t caught up with it yet.  Maybe I’ve been too busy to tune into it?  I’ll have 3 days off from work this week, which will give me plenty of time to unplug and have some “Now” time.  I’m thinking a visit to Sedona will provide some insight 🙂

Many Blessings

~Elle

 

 

 

 

 

 

Energy Sensations – Update April 8, 2020

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Stay in the center of the circle and let all things take their course ~ Tao Te Ching

(photo & quote from Jain108Academy Facebook page)

I’m temporarily in Williams, AZ, which is an hour away from the Grand Canyon and also about an hour away from Sedona.  Through some random sync’s, I found a seasonal job at a campsite that provides housing for employees.  I feel very fortunate to be here, because most businesses are shut down and most people are unable to work.  The governor of Arizona ordered the “stay at home” law about a week ago, but this campsite job is considered essential, so I’ve been lucky enough to still have a job.  It’s only 18 hours a week, but I’m grateful to have a paycheck and to be living rent-free.

I figure that I will save more money in the next couple of months and then hopefully be able to move out of the the U.S. mainland soon.  It all depends on when travel bans, mandatory quarantines and when this “stay at home” law is lifted.  I have a feeling that I’ll be able to leave in June, but at this point, I’m not sure about anything anymore.  This whole experience is so strange.  It’s so surreal…

I was guided to leave Phoenix a few weeks ago.  I had been staying at an aquaintance’s home, named Cindy, that runs an airbnb, since last August.  I’m totally convinced that she and her husband had COVID-19 back in late December (they were never tested for the virus).  Her husband had traveled out of town and when he came back home, he was sick with a cough.  It quickly turned into pneumonia-like symptoms.  After a few days, Cindy also had the cough and began to feel dizzy.  A week later, she completely lost her sense of smell and then another week later she started to have shortness of breath.

At that point, I gave Cindy Grapefruit Seed Extract for her lungs, some Oregano Oil for any possible bacterial infection and had her use Doterra’s “Breathe” essential oil.  She was already taking Vitamin C (which I would later find out was the best thing to do).  It took about a week of using all of those, when she began to very slowly feel a little better and eventually fully recovered.  Regaining her sense of smell is what took the longest.  I think it took a total of about 6 weeks from beginning to end, that her and her husband were sick but fully recovered.

At the time, I just thought they had a bad flu, so I immediately started doing the Neti Pot, spraying Colloidal Silver nasal spray, 2000 mg of Vitamin C and rotated between Grapefruit Seed Extract and Oregano Oil.  I was also diffusing Thieves Oil in my bedroom. I guess that worked, because I never got sick or had any symptoms at all despite sharing a space and having close contact interaction with Cindy daily.   I later heard that the virus lodges in the nose and sinus, so doing the Neti Pot and spraying the Colloidal Silver everyday was probably the best thing I could have done as a preventative measure.

This whole thing has been so bizarre.  I feel like I’m in a dream, like nothing is real.   The strange thing is that I feel like I’m supposed to be here in Williams.  It feels like I’m protected.  I have absolutely no fear even though the world is falling apart all around me and the public is going through the panic/hoarding phase.  Definitely feels like I’m right in the center of a storm, in my still point.

I pray that you are all doing well and are able to find comfort.  I have faith that this will lessen by the end of May to early June.  I keep thinking ” 2 months”… I guess we’ll have to wait and see…

Energy Sensations

Since the very first day of arriving to Williams, AZ, I’ve been seeing gridlines surrounding me everyday when I wake up in the morning.  Because of that, I believe I’m here to do gridwork.

I’m still seeing the cardinal cross in the middle of the gridlines.

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This morning, before the gridlines appeared, I saw a black symbol in the air above me, that looks like a reese’s peanut butter cup…I’ve seen it before, years ago, but still don’t know what it means:

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There has been a lot of blissful Crown activity and LOTS of anchoring out of the feet.  Sometimes the energy is pouring out of my feet so hard and so fast, that it feels like heavy particles.

I felt a new sensation between the Sacral and the Solar Plexus.  It feels like something activated there and energy was bursting out of that area.  I have no idea what that is, but it was really strong.  It happened at two separate times.

Dreams have been very vivid and a little weird.  The first week I was here in Williams, I was having dreams about people that had upset me in some way.  Everyday it was a different person and I would do Ho’oponopono when I’d wake up in the morning. Lately it’s just been random weird astral stuff and sometimes very dark with lots of bugs/insects (which tells me that it’s in the lower realms).

I’m back to eating large heavy, grounding meals.  My body seems to require a lot of fuel at the moment.

Overall, this feels like another “holding space” and I feel like I’m here to wait-it-out.  Everyone is really nice and there seems to be a good vibe at this campsite.  I’m able to have lots of alone time and it’s been really nice to be able to relax in my own space without any distractions.

For the first time in a while, I’m in a Happy space 🙂

Sending Love, Comfort and Healing to anyone who should need it

 

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~Elle

 

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Energy Sensations – Update January 11, 2020

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Artwork:  “Becoming” by Steven DaLuz

 

“The purpose of life is not to transcend the body, but to embody the transcendent” ~ H.H.Dalai Lama

 

I woke up at about 8:00am this morning to a Diamond Solar Heart activation (merging/blending of the Solar Plexus, Heart and High Heart chakras which creates a torus sensation and generates the Christed energy).  It was pretty strong, so it was easy to get completely pulled into it while still half asleep. I guess it feels stronger when you’re in that “in between” state and easier to focus on the sensations.

I could feel the torus movement centering in the Heart area, but I also felt a 2nd torus sensation centering in the 3rd eye area at the same time.  This is only the 2nd time that I’ve felt both torus sensations together….usually it’s only in the Heart area.  

While focusing in on the sensations, after a while I realized that the lyrics from the song “Aquarius/Let The Sunshine In” by the band 5th dimension were playing in my head in the background “Let the sun shine, Let the sunshine in, the sunshine In”.  It was so funny because it was in full chorus just like the song. I couldn’t help but laugh because it seemed kinda corny, but I guess it’s appropriate for what’s taking place at the moment.  In my experience, the Christed state is a unified Solar energy so that totally makes sense.

At one point, I could feel the generated energy start to pour out of the bottom of my feet (anchoring) and I could see illuminated codes moving quickly through my mind in a web (can’t think of a better word to describe it). I ended up staying in bed for 3 hours while in this In-between state until it stopped.

I’m exhausted today and unable to get up and get out of bed.  Maybe from such a high influx of energy. This was a MASSIVE activation that is the result of the unification and dedication of so many.  I am filled with Gratitude for all that have participated in this creation. There is no question in my mind that Magic is real.  We always have been and always will be capable of Magic. 

Energy Sensations

I’ve been getting lots of Crown activity in the past few weeks. Most of the time it’s the liquid Bliss sensation, but sometimes it feels like the fizzy meridian sensation on my head.  A couple of days ago I felt the back of my head fluttering with a flickering sensation for several hours.  It flutters so hard, that it feels like a moth is stuck in my hair.

Nerves have been fluttering and twitching in various parts of my body and will sometimes quickly switch to different locations within seconds. Sometimes the nerves are twitching so hard, that you can see movement in that area.

Meridians have been very active and will feel the bubbly effervescent sensation flowing through different parts of the body.  The sensation seems to be getting stronger and is spreading to new areas that had not been active before.

Dreams have been extremely vivid and I’ve been having dreams about people from my past every single night.  Each night it’s a different person and sometimes it’s a person I haven’t even thought about in many years.

Toward the end of 2019 I was craving carbs and large high calorie meals, but lately I haven’t had much of an appetite and have been eating less frequently.  I’ve been craving chocolate and sugar, but don’t really want to eat a whole meal.

I noticed on January 4th that the tones/harmonics had changed.  It was very noticeable. There was a sense of well-being and everything felt clearer.   I’m not sure how to explain it, but it’s not that I felt/heard new ones, it’s that I sensed that some were missing.  Maybe it’s the distorted ones that were not there anymore allowing a sense of Bliss and harmony. Many people noticed that something was different and I saw that some people posted updates about it.  Even my roommate who is not spiritual at all, casually mentioned that he felt “good and more clear”.

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Things are definitely changing.  Maybe this will be a year of a deeper awakening to our abilities…a deeper sense of “knowing”…trusting ourselves more and allowing the flow of creation without the resistance of doubt.

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Believe in yourself and see what happens

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I had to post this version of the Aquarius song from the movie “The 40 Year Old Virgin” ~ It’s too funny 🙂

 

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Energy Sensations – Update December 16, 2019

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Things have been a little strange lately.  I’m definitely at a choicepoint right now which can feel like a void.  Usually when this happens, I feel very out of body and floaty most of the time.  I noticed today, while out in public, that I didn’t really feel like I was present…I felt like I was in a dream and everything seemed foggy.

I started a new job about a month ago and I like it a lot.  I’m working as an Incident Response Analyst reviewing documents and emails from companies that have been hacked.  It’s only a temporary job which will allow me to save money until the end of January and then I’m moving somewhere far far away 🙂

I was able to go to Sedona on November 11th and had a beautiful day with perfect weather.  There was a different energy there compared to other times. While meditating, I saw a pattern that at first thought was the flower of life, but when I tuned into it more, I realized it was a pattern that looks like the top view of a torus.  It had a red hue to it. If I opened my eyes and then closed them again, I’d continue to see the pattern.

I also got a lot of red energy in pictures which was something new.

I was gonna go to Bell Rock again on December 12th, but unfortunately, I had to work on that day 😦  I guess it really doesn’t matter where you are, because (etheric) work was still being done on my body while I was sitting at my desk!  It seems so strange to sit in a room full of people while something is reaching into my back, adjusting the side of my face and while receiving liquid Bliss Crown downloads! At times it felt like my face was turning into liquid… I guess I’m getting used to it though.  

There has been a lot of movement in my bones and bone marrow lately.  It can be painful at times, but mostly just slow vibrating movement and sometimes it feels like there are pops/cracks/pings inside my bones.  Sometimes it feels like pinched nerve pain or stabbing pain in the bone. I know that it’s etheric because it’s always accompanied by a static electromagnetic sensation on my skin near the area that’s feeling the sensation. The static energy whips around really fast and feels like something hovering over different areas.

There have been times when it feels like someone is taking a small instrument and scraping out the bone marrow from the middle of my bone (that one REALLY hurts but usually only lasts for a minute or so ). It’s very difficult to explain and I know that it sounds weird.  Usually this bone activity will only last for two days and then it will stop, but this time, it started on December 9th and it’s still happening every day since then. It’s never lasted this long before.                                                  

Overall, there has been a lot of activity and many changes taking place. After a recent soulmate experience that didn’t go very well, I have awakened to a new level of self empowerment and loyalty to self.  

The “Claddagh” symbol  and the “Love, Loyalty, Friendship” that it represents played a significant role in many of our lifetimes together as did Celtic beliefs.  It was very difficult to release this person, probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through because it was so very deeply connected with the Heart.  It did help to reveal the many barriers that I had within the Heart and somehow brought me closer to myself. I am very Grateful for all of the beautiful past life memories that I was able to recall with this person.  It showed me how magical life can be and has awakened me to all of the possibilities of creating that level of Love and happiness in my life now. Just meeting her in this lifetime has totally and completely changed everything for me. I am very Grateful for having met her and pray that our brief reuniting has somehow helped her as much as she has unknowingly helped me.  Even though she is totally unaware and asleep (spiritually), I imagine that our brief reuniting will be a catalyst for her as well… 

I can sense that 2020 is going to hit the ground running and I’m preparing to move somewhere more in alignment with what I’d like to create.  Something is telling me to get out of the U.S. mainland. I will do everything I can to make that happen. As of now, it looks like I’ll make that move in February 2020.

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Tummo Fire energy has been very active.  I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night steaming hot!  I feel like Keanu Reeves in the movie Constantine when he comes back from a trip through hell and you can see the heat coming out of his body – lol

I’m seeing a bright horizontal indigo blue streak in front of me quite frequently.  I’ll even see it illuminated while I’m in the dark. I guess it’s something in my aura because it’s always in the same place.

The right side of my face has been repairing on a grid level.  I had a past life memory earlier this year of being burned at the stake and in the memory, the right side of my face was burned very badly.  Immediately after the vision and ever since then, I’ve periodically felt movement on that side of my face, sometimes numbness, buzzing and electrical pulses and feeling something reaching into my face as if it’s being repaired.  

Lots of movement in bone and marrow.  There’s also static electromagnetic sensation in muscle lately, which is something new for me.  I sense that there’s something neurological going on as well because of the way the etheric activity feels…lots of rewiring…

My body is releasing toxins and have been breaking out with blemishes on my face which is not normal for me.  When the breakouts occur, my joints and all of my teeth hurt all at the same time. Nerves will twitch in multiple teeth simultaneously.  It got so bad last week, that I went to the dentist and had x-rays done on all of my teeth. The dentist said he couldn’t find anything wrong and the pain went away the next day…but this happens periodically.

Have been really tired and have trouble keeping my eyes open throughout the day.  I am unable to take a nap when I do get the chance to lay down. I’ll just go into a trance-like state for a couple of hours while the Kundalini moves around, but I’m unable to fall asleep.

When I get a new insight, usually within the week, lots of people will start writing about it and posting stuff on facebook or instagram with the same message.  I guess we are all tapping into the same collective. It’s pretty awesome to see this happen so frequently. It gives me a sense of unity here on earth unlike any other I’ve ever felt while going through the motions of everyday life.  It’s comforting to see that things are actually starting to change…like REALLY change to the point that we can actually see and feel the results.  

For the first time since my awakening began, I am excited to move forward…to create a life that I’ve always dreamed of but didn’t have the belief in my ability to do it.  It seemed so complicated before, and then as if overnight, I just woke up one day and had the complete knowing and acknowledgment of my ability. The magic has always been there, it was just a matter of believing in myself. 

When we step into this power, into this self Love and empowerment within the Heart, we will emit a frequency, a harmonic that will change/transform everything around us (think Law of Resonance)

This is where Unity ignites…the Golden Fire of transformation.

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True self Love and loyalty-to-self will change your life … Let the magic begin

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Energy Sensations – Update February 9, 2018

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Photo – current Schumann Resonance spikes ~ February 7th – 9th

 

I just wanted to do a quick update…

November and December were so strange for me.  I don’t really want to write about it because I believe that it was the dismantling of something really big.  Although it did not affect me directly, I did witness the (many) people around me completely falling apart…even to the point of an actual suicide and also an unrelated suicide attempt (both happening on the same day).  It’s been bizarre to say the least…  I feel that it has to do with magnetics which are affecting the brain. I’m sure the huge Schumann Resonance fluctuations in the past few months contributed as well.

This area of Bryce Canyon has an amplifying effect to incoming energy and seems to support surges (natural and electrical) which can be intense. The tone in my right ear has been ridiculously loud and fluctuating like crazy.  Sometimes I hear a noise that sounds exactly like a “light saber” from Star Wars. I can hear it and feel it pulsing through me at the same time.  I’ve been shown that the high altitude, along with the energy of this area, will amplify effect on cellular structure.  It somehow penetrates easier/quicker?  That seems to be the message that I’m getting but not sure if I’m interpreting that correctly.

The lights flicker here a lot.  There seem to be power surges when the power will go out on the entire property for a second.  I will have to reset all of the clocks in all of the cabins. This is the slow season, so we’re not using a lot of electricity to cause an overload as opposed to Spring and Summer months.  I just thought it was weird that the natural energy is so “electric” and then we also have power surges with the electricity in the area.

There have also been phases when birds will crash into the cabins. I’ll even be in the cabin sometimes and hear them hit.  I’ll find birds over a period of time and then it will completely stop for a while…

 

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So recently, I’ve felt something new.  Every single day, I will go into an “in between” trance-like state starting around 5pm.   I’ll get this extreme sleepy-drugged feeling and will not be able to keep my eyes open no matter how hard I fight it.  When I lay down, I’ll very quickly go into this in-between state and start to feel a torus type movement.  I can feel the torus movement in the Diamond Solar Heart area (Solar Plexus, Heart Center and Thymus all blending together creating a torus movement).

When I feel that happen, I will feel the Christed energy generating and pushing outward.  I’m very aware of it while it’s happening, but now while this is happening, I’m noticing that there is a separate torus movement in my head.  It feels like it’s also centering in my 3rd eye/ bridge of my nose area.

When I initially felt the 2 torus movements, it reminded me of a picture that I saw of the Rainbow body.

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To me, the picture looks like the energy is centering in the middle of the head and also in the chest like 2 different torus movements. I don’t know if that’s what the picture means, but it reminded me of what I’m feeling.  I can understand the Heart area, but why would it center in the head too?  What does that mean?

Also, when I’m in the in-between state, I’ll hear single noises; knocking, clicking, bells, or tones (it varies day to day).  Lately it’s been the knocking noise, but I’ll write more about that in my next post.  This has been happening every single day for a couple of weeks.  When I snap out of it, I will feel completely refreshed like I had slept for several hours…but it’s only been exactly 1 hour each time.

There have been occasions throughout the day, when I am completely aware of my entire body being made up of vibrating molecules.  It’s so weird because it feels like my body is disappearing.  It’s a totally different sensation as opposed to usually feeling like I’m made out of heavy liquid or melting into liquid.

Lately when I’ve been waking up in the morning I’ve been seeing the “turtle shell” shaped energy surrounding me.

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It’s not brightly illuminated like when I see gridlines, but it’s got a very subtle illumination that seems to be a very transparent golden color.  One day when I saw it, I asked what it was, and I got the word “cymatics”.  So I’m guessing that it’s a representation of the tone that’s being emitted.  I’m thinking that when we emit these tones, our field is surrounded with these shapes/symbols.  That’s very interesting to me…I’ll have to do a little research on that.

A couple of times when I’ve slowly woken up in the morning, I saw a quick vision of a dolphin blowing a toroidal ring/bubble toward me.

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The ring comes toward me really fast and by the time it would reach me, I’ll snap out of the vision.  I’ve never had any interaction with dolphins or haven’t really paid attention to them, so I have no idea what that means. I thought it was interesting that it was toroidal since I’ve been feeling the torus sensation lately.

All of my joints have been aching all at the same time.  It’s uncomfortable but not intolerable. I’ve tried so many different things to help with this (essential oils, Bio-Astin, Omega 3’s and Malic Acid supplements, drinking distilled water with lemon, eliminating things in my diet) but nothing has helped.  I’m hoping that this is a phase that will pass.  I’m wondering if it’s due to the energy around here…maybe causing a detox type reaction?

Overall, this has been an extremely active time in this process.  I am constantly feeling so activated as my energy field is always feeling like it’s moving/pulling, melting, vibrating/buzzing or spiraling.

I’m very curious to see where this is going…

 

**I just realized that the last 3 blogs I’ve posted were all on the 9th… 🙂

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Love ❤

 

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Energy Sensations – Update November 9, 2017

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Picture : Bryce Canyon, Utah

I just wanted to give an update on my situation before I begin with regular updates again.

Wow…I can’t believe it’s been a year since I’ve written.  It’s been a tough year to say the least.  I’ve been struggling with finding a place to live, a place to call home.  But one thing I’ve learned is that I’m not allowed to go back to any of my old comfort zones.  Every single time I tried to go back to a place I’ve lived in the past (out of desperation) it had a horrible outcome.

In my search for a place to live, I was very fortunate to have found seasonal jobs that provide housing to employees.  This particular job I’m currently at is in Utah right up against Bryce Canyon and about a 1 1/2 hour drive to Zion National Park.  The owners of the Inn are very sweet and appreciative to have me here.  The season ended on October 31st, but they have asked me to stay through the winter and also to continue to work next season.  So now I have a comfortable place to live (my own room and bathroom) for a year!  Yayyyy  🙂

It was very interesting when I was initially driving to get here.  When I was about 20 miles away, driving on hwy 89, I felt a wall of energy hit my face and upper body.  It didn’t hurt me, but it startled me and was forceful enough to break my glasses!  The frame cracked and broke from the impact. I heard and felt it crack at the same time that I felt the wall of energy hit me.  It was so bizarre.  I immediately stopped any fear from creeping in and just kept driving.  I’ve passed by that same area several times since then, and haven’t felt anything like it again.

Since I’ve been here, I’ve been seeing gridlines when I wake up every morning.  Most times it’s the larger gridlines, but occasionally I’ll see the smaller ones.  I have no idea why the size is different.

This area seems to have a lot of electric energy.  Sometimes my face hurts from it.  There are days when I can see a large bolt of electricity come out of my finger and hear a loud cracking noise when I get shocked from touching stuff.  It can be very painful at times.  It’s just random, so it’s not happening everyday (thank goodness!).  My computer speakers also have a weird pulse noise on them when I get close to them.

My fire alarm in my room will act up occasionally and just ring once in the middle of the night…but I do have a history with setting off fire alarms…

There are a lot of mule deer here.  They seem to be very curious with me and will stop and stare instead of running away.  There is a female and two babies that like to come near me a lot.  I got a good picture of her the other day.  She’s very sweet ❤

After having a very chaotic and anxiety-filled year, it’s nice to be here with such peaceful surroundings.  It’s a very small town, so there’s not a whole lot going on.  It takes me an hour and a half just to get to Walmart to buy groceries. There’s a beautiful scenic route I take when I go to Walmart (Hwy 14 through Duck Creek), so I don’t mind the drive at all.  Here are some pictures of the drive:

The night sky is amazing and I can see more stars than I’ve ever seen anywhere before.  I haven’t taken any pictures of the stars, but here’s a picture of Bryce that I found, to give you an idea of what I’m seeing at night:

I’ve been given the message that I need to stay here away from everything for a while.  I feel fully protected by the canyon in my own little world.  This is some sort of “holding space”.  I feel like I’m repeating the same day over and over again with subtle changes…everyday, while going through the motions, it feels like déjà vu.  Overall, this place has been very welcoming and has allowed me to feel very Loved, accepted and appreciated ❤

**Update – On December 15th I saw a post from Maria Bethencourt called “The Transition Between Symphonic Universes” and in it she says:

“The Collapse Of interfered with Timelines has caused Timeline glitches across all matrices As The Heart Collective steps outside of time.  Many feel it is the same day again, a Groundhog Day effect, as they step outside of time and the 4d.  Others feel like they are in an era, like the 80’s, or 70’s.  This is normal. And these time anomalies will stop once the Heart Collective fully manifests their new reality on the new earth. “

I thought that was a pretty awesome confirmation with feeling like I’m repeating the same day over and over again  🙂 The entire post can be found HERE

 

Energy Sensations

I’ve been going through phases of eating A LOT.  At times, it seems that I cannot satisfy my appetite and will eat a ridiculous amount of food.  I’ve also been requiring a lot of sleep, but every once in a while, there will be a night when I’ll wake up every few hours for no reason with an anxious type of feeling.

There has been a lot of neurological activity going on…lots of nerve clusters twitching, pokes and stinging sensations. A weird cluster sensation in the palm of my hands and the middle of my feet that feels like it’s about to cramp up, but doesn’t quite reach that point.  It’s not painful, but it feels like the palm and foot are pulling inward.  Also lots of fizzy meridian sensations in the legs, torso and top of my head.

I have something weird going on with the right side of my body.  I have gout type symptoms in my right middle finger, right elbow and right knee (not very painful, just mostly stiff).  I recently noticed two very small patches of possible eczema on my right forearm and on my right eyelid.  But it’s weird that it’s only on the right side of my body…absolutely nothing on my left.

There has been a lot of Crown activity in the last few months.  As I’m typing this, I’m feeling a small stream of energy shooting out of the right top part of my head and at the same time out of my right knee.

For the past couple of years I’ve had a very strong pulsing sensation in my High Heart area, but I haven’t felt it for about 4 months now. Initially I thought it was my thyroid so I had some medical tests done (blood tests and ultrasound) but they were all normal.   I’m kind of glad that it stopped because it was so strong that it was overwhelming.  Sometimes it affected my breathing and would get extremely uncomfortable.

The Kundalini has been very active and it’s now more of an all-over-the-body feeling as opposed to only working on certain spots. Lately, it’s mostly been the tickling-all-over sensation which is kind of annoying.  I’ve been getting lots of Crown downloads and sometimes feel a weird popping or crackling on the top of my head while it’s swaying.  I have no idea why it’s changed.  In the past, I have felt the popping and crackling sensation in my Heart Center when the Christed energies are activated, but hadn’t ever felt anything like that on my Crown.

Overall, the energy seems to be pretty active now that I’ve found a comfortable place to live and am able to stay centered.

I am very Grateful to be here ❤

Energy Sensations – Update November 21, 2016

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I had a lucid dream this morning…I was standing in front of a lady and it appeared that something was bothering her.  She looked like she was in her mid 30’s and had a very heavy New York accent.   She had a strange look on her face and seemed to be disturbed, so I asked her if everything was okay.

The lady told me that she wasn’t sure if she was okay, because she’s been seeing “strange things” that she couldn’t really describe.  I asked her if they were things that weren’t really there, or indescribable shapes?  Her face lit up and she said “Yes! Exactly”.  I immediately knew that she was seeing colors/geometry/gridlines.

I told her that when I wake up in the morning, I see colors, gridlines and odd looking shapes too.  She became very excited and began trying to describe what she was seeing and during that time, she actually started to see it while she was talking to me….so she was walking around staring upward at the air around her.

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As I was watching her, I could see iridescent pastel colors manifesting around her as she stared all around her in awe….Then I woke up from the dream because I heard something…

As I was waking up, I realized that I was waking up to loud chimes in my mind.  This time it was different than the usual chimes.  I heard low/high, low/high, then low/low/low/high.  Then a minute later, I heard a loud chirp.  I know for sure that it wasn’t outside noise, because I sleep with earplugs that completely block out any noise…and I sleep with a loud air purifier in my room and can’t even hear that with these earplugs.

I have been shown in the past that the chimes were a marker for a new level/phase/ initiation. The tones represent an addition to the harmonization of group signature tone. In the past it’s been 2 or 3 tones (and sometimes a chirp), but this time it was 8 tones.  I have no idea what that means, but it will probably have to do with the lucid dream I was having.

I’ll meditate on it later and see if I can figure it out…

**Update – On December 6th, Sandra Walter posted an update that spoke of the pastel rainbow colors.  Under the headline “Plasma Visions and Bands of Light” she says :Last week during Gatework I had a vision of standing on a beach sending huge sheets of 6D pastel rainbow plasma through my hands into the sky, like a protective barrier. I was told this is preparation work for the Solar influx, and the Pacific has been presenting strongly. ”   The entire update can be found HERE

So that was a pretty cool sync after my lucid dream 🙂

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Over the years, as I was slowly coming into my conscious creation abilities, I noticed that whenever I’m distraught and out of balance (emotionally upset or angry), that bees would come to me.

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They are not angry, but they will calmly land on me and hover around me and will not go away until I leave the area.  I’ve found that over several years, this happens only when I’m upset (mostly outdoors but occasionally in the house too).  One time I was so agitated and annoyed being around my loud Aunt, that a bee appeared in her car when the windows had been closed the whole time!  We were both startled by the bee appearing out of nowhere and on my side of the car !  It’s happened so many times over the years (too many to count).  I’ve just learned to accept that they serve as a reminder that I need to control my emotions and “chill out” a bit before I get too out of balance.  This may happen to other people too, but they may not realize the connection.

There was a time at my (ex)boyfriend’s house when I was so angry, that as I was walking in the hallway under a smoke detector, the alarm went on!  Whenever I’d walk away from the alarm, it would stop, but if I walked under it again, it would start again.  There have also been times that I was angry with my ex and the ceiling above me would start to make loud cracking and shifting noises.  I’ve always experienced things flying off of the shelves or pictures falling off of the walls since childhood.  I wonder if it was just me doing that without realizing it?  As a child, I had always assumed it was a ghost or something outside of myself.

The person that I’m temporarily living with (because I have absolutely nowhere else to go) at the moment is a VERY insensitive individual (I can think of better words to describe him, but I’ll be nice 🙂 ).  I’ll spare the details, but I’ll just say that a couple of days ago he killed a deer in the yard.  He eats them….He shot it from the back door, so I was startled by the booming sound of a shotgun in the house without any warning.

He knows I don’t like hunting and that I Love animals, so without detail, I’ll just say that he thought it would be funny to leave the deer by my car so that I’d have to see it when I left for work.  The way that he did it, while he was taunting me and laughing, was very traumatizing to me and I will never get that image out of my mind for the rest of my life.  He clearly fed off of my reaction and I could see the whole process of his consumptive behavior.  It was a very disturbing thing to witness.  Some people are so broken/fragmented.  I wish I could help them all.  It can be very painful to watch.

As I was going out to my car today to get something out of the trunk, I saw some dried blood on the ground and immediately started to get upset again.  I was just staring at it while in deep thought, debating whether to clean it, to burn some sage, say another prayer etc… and within seconds, a bee quickly came and started hovering around me trying to land on me.  It just serves as a reminder to calm down.  Sometimes I talk to the bees and thank them for reminding me.  It’s a very big responsibility to keep the balance once you come into your power.  But there are beings from the different kingdoms that will lovingly help to remind us that everything will be okay and that we are Loved no matter what.  I am very Grateful

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Energy Sensations

Since I last wrote an update, I’ve been going through different stages of a more aggressive Heart opening.  Lots of movement on the front side of my chest and more recently, the back part of my Heart center has greatly expanded.  There were days where it felt like my entire back was HUGE, completely open and exposed.  It was really bizarre.  I’ve also had the sensation of heavy liquid energy shooting out of my shoulder blades.

I’ve noticed that I’ve felt more Loving and want to help people more.  It’s a very strong urge to assist in any way that I can.  There’s been a huge dismantling of the ego and it seems to come naturally to want to help without any expectations.  There’s also a noticeable increase in forgiving people .  It’s not even an effort anymore, it just comes naturally with majority of people (some people take more effort though –lol).  I don’t have to like them, but I will let go of the cords that I would have had in the past. It’s much easier to let go and to stay neutral.

I’ve had some pineal migraines off and on and also some pain in my right eye.  I’ve also noticed an increase in the feeling of a bubble slowly moving behind my eyes.  It’s a really weird sensation of something physically shifting/oozing behind my eyes.  There’s no pain, just movement.

I’m seeing more sparkles and little lights manifesting around me.  Last night, I saw a little white light fluttering around on my pillow when I was leaning on it.  I saw it more than once throughout the night.  Years ago, after my first Reiki Tummo attunement, I cried for days after, because of the massive initial cleansing process.  The first morning after the attunement and having cried the entire night, I woke up to seeing a little blue orb fluttering in front of me and landing on my pillow beside my face.  It had little sparkles coming off of it like pixie dust as it fluttered around.  This little white light I saw last night reminded me of that.

The most difficult sensation I’ve experienced so far, is shortness of breath.  I initially felt it about 6 months ago and went to the Emergency Room for testing.  They did an EKG for my heart, an MRI with dye contrast for my lungs and also an oxygen saturation test.  Everything came back normal/clear and the doctor couldn’t figure out why I was feeling shortness of breath when everything was normal  **Update – months after writing this, I had another trip to the ER and they found that the bottom of my lungs were starting to collapse, but they did not diagnose the cause.

So I’ve felt it many times since then, but recently, I felt it accompanied by some aggressive Kundalini energy moving in my chest and abdomen.  At that time, it had felt like there was a heavy warm pressure energy in my chest with some movement and also some reaching into my abdomen.  So now I know that this shortness of breath is an energy thing (since with my hypersensitivity, I feel energy movement so physically).

Sometimes it also feels like there’s a tightness in my throat like something is squeezing it.  I’m assuming that has to do with a more aggressive throat opening.  I do not doubt that I have many issues (from childhood) that will make for an uncomfortable complete throat opening.  I’m trying my best to work through it, but really, I’m totally clueless as to what I need to do since nothing has seemed to help much so far.

I’m staying neutral throughout this election crap and have not let it affect me one bit.  Overall, I feel pretty good with an occasional disturbance from “insensitive individuals”, but really this has been a pretty calm phase for me.  And should I get too out of sync, the bees are always there to keep me in line 🙂

And for some reason, listening to this song also helps to stay calm.  The whistling reminds me of celestial sounds I hear sometimes :

Jason Barty – Simple Day

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Love ❤

Energy Sensations – Update February 5, 2016

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The last time I posted anything on this blog was back in August…I was living at my Dad’s house (in California) in a VERY difficult living situation, and going back and forth to my (ex)boyfriend’s house(in Arizona) in an attempt to run away from my problems. A lot has changed since then…It feels like someone has pushed the “fast-forward” button on my life and it’s all just a blur when I think about it.

So much has happened in such a short amount of “time”. It’s almost as if I was required to totally and completely uproot my life and discard all of the parts that were not healthy for me to experience any longer. And that’s exactly what has happened…I have eliminated all of the unhealthy aspects of my life, all of the things that were stagnant or an uncomfortable-comfort-zone…It all quickly unfolded (like a domino effect) before the beginning of 2016.

This has been an extremely bizarre period of “Revelation” for me…Some very hurtful things had to happen in order for me to be jolted out of my comfort zone. Sort of like a spiritual kick-in-the ass to get me going again…I saw some very dark and disturbing things about people who were close to me….people I trusted…all was exposed for everyone to see…no more lies, no more deceit.

It took me a while to reach a place of stillness where I could reflect on what happened on a much deeper level…the visuals that I received were of “release” of cords, looping, outdated patterns of “karma”, breaking free of that old cycle…

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The karma no longer applies, but sometimes it takes the personality a while to catch up and integrate this realization. The (true) realization initiates a chemical reaction and release on a cellular level…a necessity for authentic transcendence. I had to get out of the mind, out of the illusion, and go within the Heart space to truly understand what this all meant… It takes a lot of focus to truly grasp that we are beyond karma…Old habits can be difficult to break…

So I’ll skip over the negative parts and just sum it up as moving out of my Dad’s house and completely cutting off my (ex) boyfriend after some shocking revelations. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and the revelations were a signal of things coming to an end (closure) on SO many levels. Instead of falling into victim mode, I decided to use it as an empowerment. When I severed all ties, I suddenly felt free again…a huge relief, not realizing how weighed down I was for so many years, until I experienced how light I was again. I somehow feel “whole” again after collecting the parts of self that I had invested in others.

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So in the middle of all of this, I happened to get a job at a resort in Boynton Canyon, Sedona. It was the first job I put in for at a job fair, and I got it right away. They even decided that I’d be a better fit for a higher paying job than the one I was applying for, so it just seemed to fall into place.

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I was working in a BEAUTIFUL canyon that was full of people who were spiritually awake and totally understood what I was going through. For the first time in my life, I felt so connected to everything.  Especially with nature.

While working in the Boynton Canyon vortex for 8 hours a day, I started to experience heightened psychic and telepathic abilities (it freaked out some of my co-workers – lol). I was getting huge Crown downloads every day and had to go outside to ground several times a day, because I was out of body most of the time. It was very difficult for me to stay grounded.

The first week I was there, I would receive so much energy, that it would collect in my solar plexus and would feel like a panic attack. It was like a multidimensional merge that would cause me to feel like too many things were happening all at the same time. It took me a while to figure it out, but I found that if I went outside, took my shoes off and held some black tourmaline, that I could actually feel the energy forcefully push out of my feet and then I’d get some relief…so that was my daily ritual.

There were days when I’d get full-on bliss episodes while at work, and I’d have to go outside and breathe it out, so I wouldn’t feel like I was hyperventilating. The bliss episodes were so strong, that co-workers could actually feel it if they stood next to me. These bliss downloads would cause a strong sensation of energy shooting out of my Heart center and also my face! That was something new…I had never felt my face light up and beam energy like that before.

I found that energy work is totally amplified in Boynton Canyon, SO much stronger. I was doing some Reiki on a co-worker in the break room, and another co-worker could physically feel the Reiki on the other side of the room. I realized that the energy was shooting out of my hands so hard and so fast, that my arms were shaking and vibrating really hard. The person I was doing the energy work on, said that they’ve never felt it so strong before and that it felt like a very strong wind was blasting completely through them to the other side.

There’s just something about Boynton Canyon that I haven’t felt at the other vortexes or any place I’ve ever been. There seems to be a gateway there, or maybe something multidimensional emerging. Maybe a city of light?

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I can sense it, but cannot quite figure it out yet. Definitely a STRONG presence of ancestors that is very present at this time. The canyon is currently going through some type of purification which I had visions of while I was physically there. I could see and feel it when it was first initiated. I’ll write about those experiences in another post, but I’ll just get to the energy sensations update for now…

ENERGY SENSATIONS

There has been quite a stir in the lymphatic system in the last few months. Many of my co-workers all had the same symptoms. I’ve been going through a period of swollen and overloaded lymph nodes and have been doing a lymphatic cleanse which is very slowly making progress. This is some deep cleansing and I’m feeling like it has to do with dropping density. Doing a cleanse did not produce quick results, and I was shown that it’s because it’s an ongoing process that will take some time to balance out. There is so much going on at the same time and there are no quick fixes here. Patience and self Love is crucial in this phase.

I’ve had lots of activity on my face, head and scalp. Lots of buzzing, twitching and fluttering going on…at times, my face feels like it’s morphing into something else or becoming very liquid and wavy. That usually only happened while in a relaxed state, but lately it’s happening while fully awake and while I’m interacting in public.

My meridian system has been extremely active and I’ve felt the fizzy, effervescent sensation slowly pumping through the channels, but mostly in the legs. It’s spontaneous and happens here and there…no particular trigger for it, just random. Last night I felt it in my upper glute area near my hip bone, and the other day I also felt it in my arms which was something new.

In the past few days, my bones have been aching again. This aching is accompanied by a buzzy feeling coming from the outside of my legs. The pain feels like it’s emanating out of my bones and the buzzing randomly moves around my calves in quick electrical type pulses on my skin. My hip bones and lower back have the painful aching, but it is a tolerable pain…nothing too drastic. Sometimes it feels like my bones are being stretched.

There seems to be a lot of stuff going on with my spine and also the area where my spine connects to my neck/head. The message that I’m getting is that it has to do with merging polarities? I have no idea what that has to do with it, but that’s the answer I received. Maybe something to do with ida/pingala, silver/gold? Those are the images that I’m getting…overall, it has to do with “unification”…some sort of “short-cut” in the process, and a change in the template instructions, for those who are ready…maybe having to do with ability to jump timelines. As usual, it’s too difficult to put into words…

For the past week, I’ve been waking up in the morning and seeing gridlines again. This time, I’m seeing a cardinal cross in the middle of the gridlines.

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It seems that the cross is emanating something from it, but I’m not sure what that means. I’ve seen this before, so it’s familiar to me, but I just don’t really understand it.

Overall, the energy sensations have become very active. It’s become the new “norm”. I’ve decided to speak about it more openly, so that people around me will become familiar with it. I don’t care if they think I’m crazy anymore…Someday this will become the new norm for many others, and I hope that when that happens, they will remember when I spoke of it before then…Maybe it will somehow help them to understand and to stay out of fear….

So that’s it…I’m fully out of the closet – lol … No more hiding, no more worrying about what other people may think. The secret’s out…I’m consciously, consciously evolving 😉

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Love ❤

Energy Sensations – Update August 24, 2015

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I chose the picture above because I’ve been seeing an energy that looks similar to the halo around her head. Kinda looks like circles within circles…  I used to see gridlines most mornings when I’d wake up, but lately, I’ve been waking up surrounded by an illuminated energy that looks very similar to this picture below (just the pattern without the colors):

 

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It looks a lot like the picture except the circles are transparent with a golden sheen to them. When I used to see the gridlines, they were a transparent illuminated powder blue color.  Only once I saw illuminated red gridlines, but they were surrounding a very muscular blue being that was standing at the foot of my bed…I’ll write about that experience later…

A lot has happened since I last wrote…I’ve started writing posts here and there, but haven’t gotten around to finishing them…I’m attending school now, so it’s been difficult to come out of seclusion for so long and then to have many different people, with very different energy signatures, around me all day. I’m still trying to adjust.  I’ll finish my other posts soon (and back-date) but I just wanted to give a quick update…

 

August 24, 2015

Last night (Aug. 23rd) I was laying down in bed, using my computer, and I got hit with a HUGE amount of energy emanating out of my core and Heart area…it felt like the Diamond Solar Heart energy, only this time, I was fully awake and not in that in-between state.  This is the first time that I was able to fully feel it completely  manifest while wide awake.  But because I was wide awake, it felt SO much stronger than I had experienced before.

It was quite overwhelming, so I had to stop what I was doing and fully focus on it…tuning into it so I could understand what was happening.  I noticed that the energy felt like it was pouring out of my solar plexus and Heart area and filling up my energy field (flooding very quickly).  It was flooding so quickly that it caused a pressure type sensation in my core as it was passing through it.

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It felt very warm, liquid and effervescent all at the same time.  This is completely different than any other type of energy I’ve experienced over the years (downloads, bliss episodes, Kundalini, Tummo etc…) The more my field was completely saturated with this energy, the more sensitive my nerves and cells felt throughout my body.  It was almost like they were tender and a little bit sore as the energy was saturating them.  The sensation is very difficult to explain…but there is definitely a noticeable heat to it that is somehow different from Tummo.

It was slightly blissful but it was so powerful that there was also a slight discomfort to it at the same time. I kept imagining that it had a golden sheen like the sun, and that the warmth that I was experiencing was because it was a type of solar energy…like I was embodying the sun’s energy?  After a while I started to feel like I was losing my breath.  I had to keep taking deep breaths and try not to become too overwhelmed by what was happening to me…staying out of fear.

I had a heightened sense of emotion like I wanted to cry, but in a strong Love kind of way. It was coming out of the core in waves that I could actually feel…like pulses that would emanate outward…the beginning of each pulse was extremely overwhelming and then would taper off.  I was bracing myself for the next pulse because it was so strong.

It lasted for about an hour and then tapered off.  Then this morning while I was in school (nursing classes), it hit me again!  I had to ask that it not happen while I was in class.  I lost my breath and felt dizzy for about 15 minutes and then it stopped.  But I noticed that I’ve felt strange for the rest of the day, and still do now as I’m typing this.  I feel “lit up” with vibrating molecules…that’s the only way I can describe it.  My solar plexus feels very raw and expanded. The lower part of the back of my head has also been vibrating with a pulse…

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Well, this is it…this is the frequency we’ve been prepared to bring in.  It took A LOT of work by SO MANY to be able to reach this phase.  It’s hard to explain, but I can actually feel that it is a unified energy, the selfless work by so many…I wish I could explain it better, but as usual, I have trouble finding the words.  I’ve been on the verge of tears all day.

This frequency is pure Christed liquid light and somehow connected to the sun…this frequency is pure Love. And this frequency is here now in the physical, it’s been fully anchored.  In the most intense moments of the experience, it made me want to burst into tears because of the pureness of it.  I have never felt anything like it and cannot fully explain it.  I have a strong sense of completion, kind of like a goal that has been reached.  I know there is still much more to do, but I feel that this was the most important for myself, on my personal journey.

I’ve been shown that once this energy is embodied, the miasma and discordant energy will be cleared at maximum speed…super fast.  At first some may feel emotional, like crying because the body needs to get used to it.  It’s always strongest at first when something comes online, but intensity will taper off as the bodies adjust to it.  Surrender is crucial…full trust…just knowing that the intensity of it will pass, helps to surrender to it without any fear creeping in.

I wasn’t paying too much attention to the “Wave X” and September predictions, but when this started to happen to me, I got the message that this is all in preparation for September.  Yikesssssss!

Again, the message that I’m receiving, just as I did for 12/21/12, is that the gatekeepers and portals will most likely feel the intensity of it, but some will not.  There may be disappointment for those that do not physically feel anything…but I assure you, regardless of whether it’s physically felt or not, it is here and will continue to be anchored.  We are past the point of possibility of this being blocked or stopped.  It is done…

I can only imagine how intense this will be for those that are hyper-sensitive, and I’m bracing myself for what has yet to come…

 

 

Endless Gratitude to all who have participated in creating and making this possible…

 

You are Loved and appreciated beyond measure rainbowheart

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Energy Sensations – Update June 2, 2015

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Just wanted to do a very quick update…

Starting on May 30th in the late afternoon, I started to get a pineal migraine.  It feels like the center of my brain is swollen and emanating heat and pain out of it. It progressively got worse the next day and is still continuing today.  When I get these types of migraines, they usually last 2 to 3 days, but today is the 4th day.  I have to stay in bed with my eyes closed most of the day because it’s just too painful. I don’t have health insurance at the moment, so I can’t go to the doctor or emergency room.

This migraine is accompanied by many different sensations:

Subtle swaying on the top of my head

Heat (sun burn sensation) on my face and scalp

Pain behind my right eye

Extremely sensitive and sore neck/shoulder blades/lower back

Loud hissing noise in my right ear

Foggy dream-like feeling

Seeing frequent blue sparkles around me

Aching pain emanating from my bones

Nerves twitching all over

Humming wave-like vibration throughout my body

Sensitivity to light and sound

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It’s pretty bad!  I feel like my bones are being hollowed out. There’s also been some heavy anchoring of energy pouring full force out of my feet.  It doesn’t feel soft and pleasant like water; it feels like particles coming out.

I know this is not a medical issue, this is clearly energetic, but I could really use some pain relief, even if only temporary.  Usually when it gets this bad where I can’t take it anymore is when it will taper off.  So I’ll most likely be better tomorrow…

Oh, and I just realized that tonight is the full moon….Yikes!  I wish I could just put myself in a comatose state…lol

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I decided to meditate on this and asked to be shown what is happening, why I’m feeling this way.  This is what I got:

We are releasing so much right now.  So much more than I can comprehend or relate to.  I see it as streams coming out of my body, streaming codes…causing a vibration on the way out.  Memories are passing through, with a tinge of nostalgia.  I see snapshot pictures of different beings, different people, different places.  They’re all being released and set free.

This is on a cellular level.  We’re even releasing from our bones.  Blood is changing, codes are changing (transforming).  I see codes in the blood. It reminds me of being sick when I was a kid…I was always sick with fevers, nose bleeds, migraines.  I remember feeling floaty and sad.  That’s how I feel right now…floaty and sad.

I keep hearing the word “gravity” for some reason.  When I think about it, I hear the song “Damn Gravity” by Okay Kaya.  Such a soothing song…it somehow helps with this process of letting go…

 

 

It’s been 4 days of releasing…I wonder how much longer this episode will last?

 

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**Update – On September 1st, Sandra Walter posted an article that said :

“Many of the classical phases may feel familiar – or quite direct for Masters – and you may recognize the memory of your past journeys welling up to the surface. (Litmus test: Tears of gratitude are a clear sign of revelation). Cellular memory activates codes within your blood and bones during this phase of Ascension. It is best to observe this and not cling to those memories as they come up. They are holographic imprints to assist the Higher Self in stepping forth, unifying all of the journeys here in order to transcend them. As always, this is on behalf of the collective project of Ascension.”

Pretty awesome sync!  The entire article can be found HERE

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Energy Sensations – Update May 5, 2015

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I just have not wanted to write lately…So much has happened in the last few months.

The first major thing that happened was that I moved out of my cousin’s house at the end of February shortly after our uncle died of a heart attack. (My cousin is on my mother’s side of the family, and that’s the side that I’m consciously aware of healing ancestral karma )The death in the family showed my family’s true colors and brought out a flood of emotions…Every time I’d start to write about it, I’d get stressed out, so I’m not going to write about it. I’ll just say that it’s a chapter of my life that has been firmly shut and I’ve said a vow and contract release as to never have to repeat it again.

So I’m living at my Dad’s now. I’m still trying to adjust and although a little difficult, it’s much healthier energetically, so I’m not complaining! That seems to be a theme lately…when I complain about something (I used to complain about how messy my Dad’s house was), the universe will show me that it could be MUCH worse and then I’ll appreciate whatever it was that I was complaining about – lol

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I’ve gotta work on the Gratitude department…

In February I was experiencing what I believe to be timeline slips, or some type of interdimensional crossing of some sort. At first I would get this overwhelming déjà vu type feeling and for some reason, a warmth would flood my body… then a while later I would see other timelines happening right in front of me. It was so bizarre! It looked like a holographic overlay. I didn’t know what was happening but I was able to stay calm and let it pass.

This happened briefly on two or three separate days. I’m not sure if it was because timelines were changing or if it was just a compression (deletion). At this point in the process, I’ve learned to just go with it. There is no more fear and I have full trust that it’s for the highest of good.

For the past 6 months or so, I’ve been seeing different forms of darkness projected in front of me before it leaves (before it’s being transmuted and released). I’ve seen it as a black ball of scribbles, or a black spiked ball, sometimes as a black blob or strange blob with tentacles which actively moves (that one looked weird like a cartoon)…

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Occasionally I’ve seen similar brown unidentifiable creatures (actively moving), but I have no idea what the difference in color means…

That seems to be something frequent for me…darkness will show itself to me before it departs. It’s a little strange but I feel that it’s part of whatever I’m supposed to do. It’s like it comes to me so that I can guide it out…totally compliant and no resistance…absolutely no fear present.

I don’t mind doing that type of work. There’s a sense of being in control and it doesn’t scare me at all. In the last few months, I’ve also had frequent dreams of performing exorcisms and seem to know exactly what I’m doing in the dreams. Sometimes speaking in another language and forcefully commanding whatever it is to leave. I don’t know if I’m remembering past lives, or if this is merely part of the timeline merge/compression/deletion.

There are many people incarnated now that are doing this work, but not all are consciously aware of it. The message I’m getting is that they’ve requested from a higher perspective to not see it because they don’t want to trigger any fear. I can totally understand that!

**After writing this, I stumbled across an article from Lisa Renee that speaks of clearing shadow body fragments.  In the article she says:

This is a forced purging on planet, and we are the bodies that transmute the density, transit the debris and astral entities, many times through our own bodies. If you have not commanded your space and designated a place for astral releases and entity transits, knowing how to set up a portal in your space will be very helpful now. Sometimes astral entities will see a Indigo lightbody and come towards the light for help. Many times this is experienced as a psychic attack, but as one’s consciousness grows it is realized that this attack is really a call for help. Many people are getting fast tracked because our lightbody expansion is moving faster than our personality has been able to comprehend what is actually transpiring. This is common within the Indigo and Starseed population, so take a deep breath, and take in information at a firm yet fearless place.”

The entire article can be found HERE

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ENERGY SENSATIONS

In the beginning of May, I started to feel a rippling energy in my neck whenever I was in a relaxed state or just before falling asleep. This has REALLY changed as of last night. I first noticed in the evening that my right side felt tingly like it was going numb. I also had small electrical pulses or “snaps” (as I call them) on hands, arms and legs…this lasted for a few hours.

At night as I was falling asleep, I felt a very deep and profound trembling in my core. Then later I felt a rolling rippling energy in my entire head and on the right side of my body (right arm/shoulder, right side of abdomen, entire right leg). I’ve never felt such intensity while still awake (only usually in a lucid dream state). The force of it reminded me of the dream I had of water forcefully shooting up through my shushumna.

This recent experience was so massive that it just took over completely.  I managed to open my eyes briefly (only briefly because I felt like my whole head was liquefied and forcefully moving around) and saw what looked like heat waves rippling in the air.

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It was a pretty awesome experience! I just went with it and let it happen. At times, it felt like ocean waves rolling inside my body. It was really strange…This was definitely the most powerful physical energetic sensation I’ve ever felt over the years. It seems to be getting more physically intense very quickly…

My solar plexus and sacral areas have also had a strange electromagnetic sensation within them for a few days. It’s hard to explain, but they feel very “raw” and sensitive like if they’re open wide and tense. I have no idea what this is. I’ve done clearing, worn my Moldivite and Herkimer necklace, my very protective Nuummite necklace, claimed my space, protection meditations etc…At first I thought it was some sort of drain or psychic attack because it’s so strong, but I don’t think that’s what it is…this is something else new… Hopefully it will pass soon because it’s a bit uncomfortable.

The energies have slowly worked their way up my body throughout the past years. It stayed at the top of my Heart area for many years, quickly went through the throat area (only a few months) and has been in my head for about a year now.

My Crown is super active during this phase…in fact, I’ve been feeling a fluttering right in the middle top of my head for 2 days…it feels like a moth is stuck in my hair and trying to get out. And recently felt something shooting out of the sides of my head. When I focus in on it, I get the image of the halo around the head that looks like this:

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Those spots in the picture are exactly where I’m feeling the sensations.

This seems to be a new stage that I’m going through with lots of new sensations. I guess I was so used to the sensations I’ve felt in the past since the same things happened over and over for years…but now things are definitely changing very rapidly.

It’s exciting to experience something new. When all fear has been cleared and full trust is present, it’s an awesome experience to participate in. I guess this is where I can apply the Gratitude that I’ve been lacking to express in my life…

I’m so grateful to be a part of something so profound and so sacred.

Infinite Love and Gratitude from my Heart

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Energy Sensations – Update October 8, 2014

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My (ex)boyfriend took this photo on the way home from work today…so beautiful…

 

It’s been extremely difficult to put anything into words lately and as a result, I haven’t posted anything. I just wanted to give a brief and quick update on the energies. First of all…WOW…the energies that came in throughout the night and continue to come in at this very moment are SO strong! I had been feeling quite dizzy for the past few days, but today is just off the charts.

I didn’t even bother to watch the Full Moon/Blood Moon/Lunar Eclipse early this morning because mosquito season is crazy out here in Arizona…my blood type is one of their preferences ( O positive blood type) and my poor legs are living proof. So when I went to bed last night, I was too lazy to turn on my night light. I fell asleep in complete darkness which is very rare for me. I like to have a light on so I can see what’s in the room when I hear noises (which is often).  I woke up several times throughout the night and saw illuminated swirling patterns all around me. I could actually see it clearer because I was in the darkened room. It was pretty intense. When I finally woke up early in the morning,  my body was burning up hot… I was feeling disoriented and a bit dehydrated.

The swirling patterns I saw seemed to have gold, orange, and brown colors in them…I had never seen brown before, so I meditated on it and got the message that it was orange and green mixed together (or overlapping) making it look brown. So gold, orange and green with very tiny flecks of indigo/purple here and there… That’s something very new to me…

On October 2nd, I had woken up in the middle of the night and saw beautiful flickering golden symbols all around me. They illuminated the entire room and were shimmering.  When I focused on them, I got the words “fire codes”, so I’m thinking it was the same as fire letters. They were really beautiful to see and gave me a magical feeling. The next day after seeing them, I researched it on the internet and read that the  fire letters are part of the DNA activation.

Also, on October 6th, I attempted to take a short nap (but was unable to completely fall asleep) and when I was in that “in between” state, I was shown something that looked like this:

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It didn’t have the colors though; it was just showing me different tiers or levels of something. I was shown that all of these levels were going to compress or collapse together. Initially, I was worried because anything having to do with compressing or collapsing in the past has been physically painful through my body…  so I asked if it was going to be painful, and I didn’t receive an answer! I guess instead of interpreting this as collapse or compress, I’ll look at it as a gentler “integrate” or “unify” which doesn’t sound so painful (cringe) …I don’t fully understand it though…it’s beyond my scope of human understanding. Maybe I’ll read something about it later…

**On October 14th, Lisa Renee posted an update that speaks of lower mental body compression and also goes into further explanation of fire letters…awesome sync 🙂

Much Gratitude!

http://energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2519-defragmentation

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Energy Sensations

I’m currently getting lots of Crown downloads which feels like warm water pouring into the top of my head. Occasionally, I’m also feeling the warm water sensation pouring in at the bridge of my nose which feels kinda strange…it makes my nose feel like it’s distorted or morphing into something else.  There’s also been lots of heavy movement on my face around my eyelids and temples…I can actually feel my eyelashes moving when the energies are on my eyelids. I’ve been having a lot of work being done on me during sleep time and will wake up frequently throughout the night because it’s just too intense. When I wake up, I’m burning hot and my head feels sore.  For the most part, the focus has been on my head and face.

I’ve noticed that sometimes during the day, I’ll see a light overlay of colors which is something new. It’s been different colors, but the most frequent color looks pink. It’s been very hard for me to focus and I feel very dizzy…sometimes it feels like I’m spinning and I’ll have to go lay down for a while. My Heart chakra has opened more and I’ve been feeling a strong tickling sensation in the center of my chest for the past couple of days. I’m also feeling something lovingly stroking my arm throughout the day.

It seems that I need to drink more water lately and will become dehydrated very quickly. Maybe it’s because of the “fire” type energy that’s very active right now? I just read a post by Lisa Renee and she speaks of the fire energy and recent Kundalini symptoms HERE . I just recently discovered Lisa Renee’s Ascension Glossary and it’s helped to answer so many of my questions.  Everything is all coming together…

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I had a flashback memory today of when I was a kid, about 5 yrs old… I remembered going outside and talking to the sky at night time. I knew that I had something important to do, a purpose for being here, but couldn’t figure out what it was. While looking for some type of validation or confirmation that what I was feeling was true, I would ask the sky to tell me, but never received any answers. I imagined that I had special powers, but couldn’t seem to get them to work – lol…I would have never imagined that so many years later, at 36 yrs old, an awakening out-of-body experience would change my life so drastically…and would also answer my childhood question of what that important thing was that I am here to do. In remembering that moment from my childhood, it brought such a feeling of Gratitude and comfort.

**On December 7, 2014, I found a post that relates to my childhood memory of talking to the night sky…awesome sync! ❤  http://www.bob-fickes.com/2014/12/childrens-dreams/

Despite all of the discomfort and physical symptoms happening to my body, I feel so fortunate to be here during this time…to be going through something so awesome, something I could have never imagined to be real…something that I felt and knew within when I was a child.  That just hit me today and it brought such a profound feeling of Love and comfort…so much Gratitude from my Heart ❤

My inner child is very happy in this moment…

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Love ❤

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**When I watched this video, it made me think of the timeline work, compression and defragmentation process that we’re currently going through…such a beautiful video…

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Energy Sensations – Update August 22, 2014

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It’s been quite a while since I’ve written anything…I tried several times, but it just wasn’t flowing…A lot has happened since I last wrote, but I’ll just sum it up.

I went back to Arizona on June 25th and have been back and forth to California. I’ll be back in Arizona probably until October. I found out that my medical insurance is still active in Arizona so I’m going to see some specialists for various “mysterious” health issues that nobody can seem to figure out. It all started after I had received a blood transfusion back in 2012 and has progressively gotten worse since then.  At the moment I’ll just say that my skin is burning without any sign of rash, and nothing will help.

I’ve had numerous tests done; biopsies, blood panel tests, diabetes tests, numerous yeast and bacteria cultures, and I’ve even seen different doctors just for the sake of getting different opinions. It’s sort of bizarre to say the least. It’s shown me how awful our medical system is, and that most doctors I’ve seen, just wanted to drug me up and numb the symptoms with medication instead of trying to find the cause. Any testing I’ve had, was because I begged them to run some tests and I was very persistent. VERY frustrating and very sad…

While in Arizona, I experienced a crazy storm on July 26th. (I wrote about it right after it happened, but didn’t get around to posting it and will back date it and post shortly).

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On the morning of August 17th, I had a strange dream that there was an aurora in the sky, but it had multiple bright rainbow colors in it. I sensed the presence of other beings, even though I didn’t see them, I could sense that they were there. The colors generated an inaudible tone that affected my vibration. What I mean by an inaudible tone, is that I couldn’t hear it with my ears, I just heard and felt it from within. An example would be, for people experiencing Kundalini phenomena, when they hear bells, chimes, booming noises, or chanting that nobody else can hear. In my experience, the sound comes in at the Crown chakra because I can feel it swaying when I hear the inaudible sounds. That’s all I remember from the dream but I know there was much more to it.

Once I woke up from the dream, for the rest of the day, I started getting these realizations and drastic changes in my perspective about things happening in my life. The next day on Aug. 18th while on the 6 hour drive through the desert, back to California, I got “downloads” of information. What I mean by that, is that it’s just instantly in my mind without having previously known or any process to get to this knowing…it’s not there one second, and then it is there the next. In this knowing, I had a huge weight lifted off of me, and I had a complete change in perspective of how I was going to handle the difficulties in my life. The resolutions were just there in an instant and it brought a sense of relief.

I also got some information about what is currently happening for some people on other levels. It was shown to me as many people releasing enough obstacles and being clear enough to begin the next phase of activation. The result of the energy from the obstacles was shown as causing compression that needed to be released. The compression was to be released and “spun off” through spinning whirlwind vortexes. I was shown that the spiraling motion had great importance in this process.

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It was explained to me that the outer reflection of those vortexes was mirrored in higher vibrational human fields as “axiatonal spin points”. Spin points are part of the axiatonal/meridian grid of the body. I understood that once we have reached a certain vibration and are ready to activate the axiatonal grid in alignment (balance), the body will use these spin points to quickly spin out the obstacles (stagnant energy) from our energy field. When this is done on a large scale, (meaning many people around the world, such as it is now) there will be a reflection of this in our outer world which may appear as tornados, monsoon “microbursts”, and hurricane/cyclone type weather. It was all represented by a spiral movement or vortex.  The Earth may also be assisted by Buddhic Columns in the same way as the human spin points.

Once I received this information, I understood why I had experienced this microburst storm in Arizona. It was the final push of activation of my spin points. I was shown that anyone experiencing their changes while consciously connected to this collective group grid (that are currently in this phase), will see it manifested outward and it will feel “personal” to them. They’ll have some sort of deeper realization or inner knowing that this happened as a reflection of themselves.

I realized that I had been feeling these spin points activating in different locations for a while now…especially on my face. I’m guessing they’re slowly activated one by one for a while, and then when you get enough of them activated, it’ll give one big cleansing flush…something needs to force it through to “combust” the activation. The images I received was sort of like a clogged pipe that is slow draining until it gets enough push of water to flush the pipe clean. It was made very clear that the “water and pipe” vision was just used as an example that my mind could understand, but it was actually more of a “fire” type combustion. This seems to be where a large group is at Now.

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For the past couple of months, I’ve had a lot of activity on my body. The most active sensation is when I wake up in the morning and I feel my whole energy field moving, rotating, shifting in such a way that it reminds me of the way a snake moves. It feels like my entire being is twisting and turning kind of like this picture below but maybe more of a rolling motion:

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This sensation feels SO good and when I wake up, I just lay there with my eyes closed for about an hour just so I can feel this sensation as long as I can. It’s so soothing and peaceful like a cellular massage…I have no idea what it is or what stage this pertains to and haven’t read anything about a sensation like this yet.

The next thing that’s really noticeable is the spin points on various parts of my body. The spin points feel like a very small circle of energy about the size of a dime, and it has a sizzling, fizzing type sensation. I’ve felt this in many areas, but the one above my mouth has been active everyday for about two months straight. I have no idea why that one is so active. Also, for the last 2 weeks, my tongue has had a strong electrical type current of energy running through it again. It’s really pulsing pretty hard this time.

On August 2nd I had a bliss episode hit me out of nowhere during the daytime while I was fully awake… I felt like my whole spine was filled with the liquid bliss feeling…it was AWESOME. The only way I can explain it, is that it felt like my entire spine was filled with a liquid euphoric massaging substance that emanates outward. The effect feels better than any substance, drug, or emotion that I’ve ever felt in my entire life. ..there is absolutely nothing to compare it to. I just laid down in my bed and let it take over because I didn’t want it to stop! It lasted for about an hour.

I’ve been feeling a little spacey and “dream-like”…maybe I need to ground more? I’ve been pretty calm despite my chaotic family and my patience has doubled. Overall, this feels like a really nice space to be in although it is not familiar to me. It seems that the integration is a smooth transition at the moment.

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I found a video that strangely reminds me of the movement sensations I’m feeling on my body.  It’s oddly familiar to me when I watch it and seems to sync with the process that my body is currently going through.  These are the type of visuals I get in my mind when I feel the sensations.  It’s amazing how accurate the pulsing and rolling motions are in the video…I’ve even seen the triangles connecting together and creating something in my visions…it’s fascinating to actually see it recreated by someone…Much Gratitude 🙂

The video can be found here:

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Love ❤

Energy Sensations – Update February 14, 2014

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The end of January seemed to be very busy with energy coming in…Crown downloads, lots of movement on my body, work being done during sleep time, nerves twitching all over, and of course, the relentless loud fluctuating tones in my right ear…I also went through a very intense period of being freezing cold…the cold was emanating out of my body no matter what I tried to do to warm up.

February has been completely different for me…The first few days of February I felt emotional like something was being released, and then all of a sudden I was back in my place of stillness. Overnight it just seemed to switch… Feeling very peaceful and detached from everything around me…almost like a dream state where I have to constantly ground to be present or I’ll start to get that floaty dream feeling.

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Recently, I even started to see a white fog everywhere which will disappear once I focus on it (looks very similar to the picture above). The first time I saw it, the fog was so thick that I initially thought there was smoke in the house. One of the times I saw it, my boyfriend was there so I asked him if he saw it too, but he said no. I’m not sure what it is, but I feel that it happens when I’m not grounded. Could I be seeing my own energy field?

The ear tones are gone and the hiss noise that I’m now hearing is an even higher pitch than previously…I didn’t even know that was possible since it was so high pitched before. The sound is so comforting; it’s as if it emanates peace from within.

This feels like a very deep integration. Training my thoughts is VERY important right now…it’s constant work… If any negative or judgmental thoughts creep in, I’ll very quickly correct them. There seems to be a sense of preparing for something that will take effect very soon (maybe March?). Also when I try to make something happen, or get tense when I “hope” that something bad won’t happen, my guidance will step in and tell me to “let it go”, “clear your thoughts”, “release the attachment”, “set it free and trust”.

I caught myself reading a post and listening to a video on youtube at the same time the other day…when I caught myself doing this, I was going to pause the video so that I could fully focus on reading the post…My guidance quickly stopped me and I got the message that I should continue to read and listen to both. From my understanding, it will serve as a type of training to process multiple streams of information at the same time. This will assist in becoming familiar with consciously processing information from multiple sources, from multiple dimensions simultaneously.

I guess we’ve always done that in some form, but now it will be on a conscious level as we become consciously aware of many other dimensions at once. I’m a very methodical person who needs to have everything organized (part of my OCD), so this training will be necessary to break out of the strong hold that my brain has been under for most of my life. Being so organized and in control was a good thing in the old reality, not so good in the new reality…

My first conscious experience with multiple dimensions all at once was back in 2009. I attended a spiritual healing workshop that used a different technique (not reiki or Kundalini related) in Los Angeles. I had just quit my job in law enforcement and wanted to quickly find another line of work, so I was desperately searching. I thought that if I learned different healing modalities, I’d be able to earn a living doing energy healing so I signed up for the workshop.

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During the beginning of the workshop, the teacher was speaking at the front of the room, and I felt an overwhelmingly chaotic energy take over me. So much was going on at the same time within my energy field that it felt like I was having a mild panic attack. This was all new to me and I had never felt anything like it before. The person sitting next to me saw what was happening and told me to ground. At the time, I didn’t really fully understand grounding either…

I later found out from one of the other students that the teacher subliminally attunes the class at the very beginning (introduction) while speaking, so it kinda creeps up on you unexpectedly…Long story short, I spoke to the teacher during a break and he explained that I was experiencing multiple dimensions all at once. After taking some deep breaths and after he did an adjustment within my energy field, I was able to calm down. I had to spend the rest of the class sitting on the floor at the very back of the room because I could feel too much from everyone around me.

That was my first time ever consciously experiencing multi dimensions all at once and it was quite an experience. I can imagine how it would freak people out if they don’t understand what’s happening. For me, anyway, it tends to feel like a panic attack causing anxiety if I’m not grounded. I feel that this current training period is very important and will allow the transition to happen with less of the chaotic feeling that can accompany this type of integration

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I’ve been going through an extreme sensitivity to chemicals in food. Changing my diet to a very strict no sugar, very limited carbs, and mostly vegetable with lean protein was a must. Eventually I’d like to go fully raw, but want to slowly ease into that so I won’t go into a healing crisis. My son went from eating daily fast food to going complete vegetarian and he broke out in a bad rash on his entire body that took a very long time to heal…I’d like to avoid any drastic reactions if I can…

I had to change my diet because my body is not tolerating junk food anymore and will quickly let me know it’s not playing around! I had been getting itchy allergic type sensations after eating certain foods and sometimes my skin would burn. These were foods I’ve eaten for years with no problems, but my tolerance has changed.  After following the strict diet, the symptoms would go away. Even when I slack off and eat something with a lot of additives, my salivary glands start to produce saliva so hard and so fast that it really hurts my mouth. It’s as if the salivary glands are trying to quickly flush the artificial additives out.

My body has been vibrating A LOT. It’ll just come and go spontaneously more frequently than it ever has in the past. I’ve also been feeling like something’s coming out of the side of my head for the past few weeks. It just moves in and out causing a high vibration tingly feeling. I’ve also noticed that when I wake up in the morning, I see a black tunnel/funnel looking thing above me. It kinda looks like the picture below:

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I’ve seen it before in the past, but hadn’t seen it for a very long time…now I’ve been seeing it every single morning for weeks.

So February seems to be a very peaceful integration so far. Such a calm stillness with loving guidance. I’m going to enjoy it as much as I can because next month is the Spring equinox and also the month I’ll be moving out of my boyfriend’s house…I just have a feeling that next month will smack me upside the head… Even the word “March” implies forward movement (cringe) – LOL

…That’s ok, I’ll be ready and well rested for wherever March may take me…

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Happy Valentine’s Day !

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Energy Sensations – Update January 13, 2014

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The Kundalini has been super active lately. Starting a few nights ago, the energies started tickling my entire body…It lasted a couple of days…I had to keep scratching myself because it felt like someone was running a feather over me. It’s probably the Kundalini sensation that most people describe as “bugs crawling all over your body”.

On the morning of January 9th I felt the “hot spots” on my Crown chakra…This was the first time I’ve ever felt pain on my actual Crown. I’ve had pineal migraines and tenderness on my scalp over the years, but those are 3D sensations…this was different since it’s on an etheric level. It’s difficult to explain, but it feels like it’s painful to my physical body, but it also feels like it’s distant or further away than my physical body, but the pain still comes in…Does that even make sense?

I noticed that my Crown felt different last week, so something’s definitely changing. The hot spots felt like little electrical pulses with heat that kind of stings a little. It’s a very slow sensation, like if it’s happening while suspended in time and my perception is delayed or it skips? I know that probably sounds weird but that’s the only way I can explain it. A few minutes after feeling the pulses randomly on my Crown, I heard three loud chimes…kind of like bells ringing but it was a different type of sound vibration. The sounds were somehow very comforting…

The past few days there has also been a lot of activity on the nasal chakra which feels like warm water pouring out of the top and the bridge of my nose. I’ve also been seeing more than just the little sparkles manifesting around me…now I’m seeing a big circle of layered illuminated blue taking over my entire vision for a split second. It just pops into my mind and takes over my whole vision so fast that I’m startled by it. It kind of looks like this:

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Starting on January 9th I noticed that my Heart center felt larger…when I focused on it, I’d get the image of a big void space, but it had small pinpoints of light that looked like stars.

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That doesn’t make any sense to me because I usually see something there, whether it’s a color, or a pulse, but as of Wednesday, I’m just seeing this vast open space (which literally looks like outer space). My chest feels HUGE. This is a totally new sensation for me…I haven’t experienced anything even close to this so it’s a little bizarre. I’ve heard of a Heart expansion, but wasn’t quite taking the meaning so literally! It seems funny to me and made me laugh at the thought of my Heart center looking like outer space… I’m sure I’ll figure it out soon…

With the chest expansion and the heavier Crown activity, I feel more “alive”, and it now feels like my energy flow is reversed. When I used to get the Torus sensation, it would feel like I was turning inward on myself and it was very overwhelming…but now it feels like my center is turning outward and spreading my energy out instead of bringing it in. When it used to turn inward, I would feel like a pressure cooker with too much inside and I would lose my breath. Now it feels like it’s dispersing outward and it’s a more “free” feeling of expansion.

**In November 2014 (10 months after writing this), I found this picture and it reminded me of this experience ❤ … **I later received a vision that showed me that this phase in the process is considered “THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE”…and if you look at the picture below, it kind of does look like the eye of a needle….In the vision, the “threading” was shown to me as connecting to others through this newly expanded Heart space, which would represent Heart based “Unity” consciousness.

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On the morning of January 10th I woke up and felt energy entering into the bottom of my feet. I’ve felt this before, but it’s rare compared to the constant flow of feeling the energy pouring out of my feet. The Kundalini was extremely active that day and was just whipping around quickly moving all over my body. When the energy was entering my right foot, I felt clusters of nerves twitching on the bottom of my foot, then I felt the energy move through my lower leg causing my leg to have a very powerful chills sensation, then it moved up through my right thigh, into my Root chakra which tickled, and then quickly moved upward through the rest of my body to the left side of my face…the energy stayed at my left temple for quite a while.

I have no idea why the energy spends so much time at my temples. I can’t find much about “temple chakras” online. I know there are chakras there because I can feel them, but it seems to be a very secretive topic for some reason. I wonder why? I’m gonna do some more research and see if I can find out more about them.

The energies are definitely amping up quite a bit. There’s a new feeling in the air…This is new territory, so I have no idea what to expect… I don’t mind at all, as long as I can stay out of pain 🙂

Love ❤

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Energy Sensations – Update January 6, 2014

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I haven’t felt motivated to write anything in a while…Not too much has happened since my last post with the exception of December 27th; I got hit with a huge amount of energy…Right after I woke up in the morning, I got dizzy, couldn’t focus my eyes, had a weird pressure sensation in my solar plexus which caused extreme anxiety, and nerves started twitching all over my body in different locations.

I felt like I was having a panic attack. I took some anxiety medication and stayed in bed all day…There’s no way I would have been able to rest if I hadn’t taken the medication, because this sensation was just too strong. I felt like my solar plexus was going to explode.

I had strange dreams and visions while I was in and out of sleep all day. I was shown that there were many fragments of myself that were being returned and put together like a puzzle. The way that it was shown to me, was more like shards of glass and all of the jagged glass pieces were brought together and seamlessly melted into one piece. Maybe that’s why I felt so much pressure from my core, because of the added (returning) embodiments?

I also saw a deity sitting on a throne that looked kind of like a female Egyptian deity but was wearing a really exaggerated tall headpiece that I’ve never seen in any Egyptian artwork before. The headpiece was about 4 feet tall and had many layers of gold and multicolored gems/stones on it. It kind of looked like an “Ezelsdorf-Buch golden hat” (but without the rim at the bottom) which is in the picture below, but in my vision it also had jewels on it.

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When I got out of bed around 5pm, my body was super hot even though it didn’t read on the thermometer. My boyfriend scanned my energy with his hand and said that the heat was coming out of the area of my solar plexus. He also said that he saw a bright white orb on my shoulder. I also keep seeing a blue orb on my left side and I’m starting to think that it’s always around me since I see it so much. Maybe it’s a guardian?

Later, when my boyfriend went to plug in the Christmas tree lights, he had barely grabbed the plug in his hand and the lights flickered on! He hadn’t even touched the plug anywhere near the plug outlet in the wall, so the lights went on from his own energy! I was convinced that something big was going on energetically on the 27th but I haven’t read anything about it yet.

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I had a strange dream on Jan. 3rd. In the dream I was laying down on a bed in a brightly lit room and started to close my eyes to meditate. Once my eyes were closed, I started to see a blue background with one single white cloud in the middle of it. In my mind I was asking for some guidance and big capital blue letters popped up into the cloud that spelled the word “FLEE”.

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I was confused by this message and asked again for some guidance and then a bunch of blue words in another language popped up into the cloud…I couldn’t understand what the words said, so I asked for guidance one more time…the cloud started moving and contracting, and then completely went away. I have NO IDEA what this is supposed to mean. Flee pretty much means to get out quickly, but does it mean for me to get out of Arizona? I guess we’ll find out here pretty soon! I always thought of the word Flee as an urgency to get away from danger.  I don’t really believe in doom and gloom stuff, so maybe I’ll find another meaning or connection later…

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As for energy sensations, I went through a couple of weeks of feeling the “hot spots” (random electrical pulse sensations) everyday on my body (which were pretty painful). I haven’t felt any in a while, so I’m really glad that’s over with. The pulse in my tongue has been very subtle to the point that I can hardly feel it anymore, but I can tell that it’s still there. My Crown has been really active and the movement on it feels heavier…something has changed with my Crown but I haven’t quite figured it out yet…

For the past few weeks, I’d been having crazy dreams about people being mean to me and doing hurtful things. Most of it was little petty stuff (like people at my old job or small arguments with friends), but the dreams have been very stressful. I’ve spent so much time clearing the really big traumatic experiences in the last year, that I hadn’t really paid attention to the little things. These dreams have showed me that it’s important for me to focus on clearing the little petty stuff too…

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When I woke up in the morning a few days ago, I felt a strong pulse coming out of my Heart center…it was almost like an up and down sensation that tickled a little bit (the picture above reminds me of the energies). It felt really good. After that, my upper back was vibrating for a couple of days, so I’m guessing that I’ve had a deeper activation of the Heart center.  I’ve also been feeling a subtle sensation in my throat like it’s closing up…it’s not overwhelming, but it does get a bit uncomfortable at times.  I’m thinking that it has to do with this Heart center activation.  In the past, the High Heart activations have also affected my throat.

Since this deeper Heart center activation, I had been a little emotional and had no idea why I felt that way. I’ve just been resting and had been trying not to focus on anything. Today something feels different… my inner guidance has shown me a picture of training wheels…the message that I’m getting is that I’ve gone through a whirlwind of emotions coming up over the last few weeks from past experiences and am now using my training wheels to “rewrite” these past issues. I really have no idea how I’m supposed to “rewrite” this stuff… but I’m being shown not to “think” about how to do it, and that if I just “feel” (as in a surrendering kind of way), then I will be shown or guided how to do it.

So this seems to be the theme for January…another phase of releasing, but with more ease and in more of a flowing nature. This phase will serve as a sort of training to more easily (but very thoroughly) transform whatever it is that comes up from deep (I’m being shown VERY deep) within. It seems that we’ve come to a high enough vibration to be able to start using this upgrade in transformation. There’s a little bit of confidence that came in today and I’m buzzing with a new “secure” type feeling…it’s very difficult to explain, but it feels really good. It’s very powerful, whatever it is…

For the first time in quite a while, I have the confidence to move out of my boyfriend’s house and am getting a little push to finally go (and to completely let go). I need to get moving… Something has changed within me that has restored the confidence and security to move forward. There’s a sense of excitement and a trust that everything will not only be “ok”, but it will be even better than I imagined. I’m planning to completely move out at the end of February…I just need to get these “training wheels” going so that I can move myself into a balanced state 🙂
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Energy Sensations – Update December 7, 2013

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For the past 3 days I’ve been having some very intense work being done specifically on my Sacral and Solar Plexus chakras. When I get the intense work focusing on one spot, it’s usually very gentle and slow…as of these past few days, that’s not the case.

This work has been very aggressive and fast…lots of reaching into these two chakras and physically pulling stuff out of them (I say physical because I can physically feel everything that’s being done, including the stuff that they’re pulling out, and it’s a little uncomfortable). Normally it’s done when I’m in the half awake, half asleep groggy state, but now it’s being done while fully awake and aware.

Since this work is being done, I’m also having bizarre dreams when I fall asleep. It involves lots of really weird stuff like mangled or deformed bodies talking to me, or the presence of death. Lots of black stuff and it’s very dark and gloomy like the astral realm.

I’m not scared at all during these dreams and there’s no fear. It’s just really strange dark stuff that I believe is what’s being released from the collective at this moment… I sense that it needs to be done very quickly during this time. I get the word “quickening” when I think about how quickly they were pulling stuff out of me…I feel that the weird dreams are the energies passing through to communicate in my dreams before its final departure. **After writing about this, I found an article that was posted on July 2, 2014 that speaks about “The Quickening” and I thought it was pretty interesting.  The article can be found here: http://www.bob-fickes.com/2014/07/the-quickening/

Strangely enough, I’m also seeing a change in people in public, mainly in men. It’s like they’re softening up a little or aren’t what they appear to be. There are many things I’ve witnessed so far, but I’ll just give one example that seemed to trigger an awareness within me…it was today when a very manly man wearing an Army shirt, with a crew cut haircut, probably about 50 yrs old, asked me about my necklace ( I have a Sun necklace with moonstone in the middle that I bought in Sedona about 4 yrs ago).

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He looked like he had served in the military and carried himself that way. The man looked at my necklace and his face softened up with a smile. The man said “Oh that’s nice, is that the North Star?” I said “No, it’s a Sun…I bought it in Sedona”. His reply surprised me when he said “Oh, that’s so cute”…The lady that was with him got a strange look on her face like she was surprised at what he had said. I was surprised myself…”Oh, that’s so cute” was not something I expected to hear from a man of his stature.

I immediately realized how closed minded I was being.  What that showed me today was that I need to let go of old beliefs, old thought patterns, and especially old stereotypes…totally throw that old junk out the door. Detach completely from the old world way and allow the new to manifest…I had already judged this man before he even opened his mouth and that’s the only reason why I was surprised by his response.

If my reality is going to change, I have to allow it to happen without stopping it with outdated beliefs. The only blocks that will interfere with changes in my reality are my old expectations and outdated perceptions. Now more than ever, I need to completely detach and allow the seeds to blossom into something new.

I have no idea why that small interaction affected me so much. It doesn’t sound like a big deal, but for some reason it really woke me up. It served as my wake up call. I got the message that this was only the beginning with much more to come. This next phase is going to take A LOT of discipline, but now that I’m aware, I know I can do it with no problem. I’m probably going to see a lot of stuff that will surprise me on a daily basis…maybe even shock me. This is going to be fun to see things that I totally wouldn’t expect happen more and more everyday… I’m going to sit back and enjoy the theatrics…this is gonna be very entertaining 🙂

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As for energy sensations, I’ve been hearing the LOUD annoying tone in my right ear for the past 3 days again (sigh)…and the nerves in multiple teeth on both sides of my mouth have all been twitching at the same time (I’m finding that this happens every time I feel intense energies and the twitching stops when the energies calm down).

Last week, on two separate days,  I had heart palpitations that lasted non-stop for about 20 minutes straight.  That worried me, so I’m going to see a Cardiologist next week just to be safe.  I had the fibromyalgia radiating lower body pain for a few days last week, but I did some energy clearing exercises (Shushumna and chakras) and it went away.  These are some intense energies plowing through right now…nothing subtle about it 😦

I read the new GaiaPortal post today and it said:

“Rendition of Cosmic Energies into Gaia usable form is currently at maximum allowable levels.

Streams of blue crystalline needle configureds are continuing dissolution of all unusable old paradigm concepts.

Higher movements of Gaia protectives continues unabated.

Incoming Cosmics are soon to assume primary function in the Gaia collective dimensional scheme.”

The GaiaPortal post can be found HERE

The part where it mentions “blue crystalline needle configureds” caught my eye. It reminds me of a post that someone wrote about one of my Sedona pictures (the picture was taken on 12/12/09) that captured what he called “Blue Star Kachina blue needles penetrations”. This is the first time I’ve seen anyone else write about “blue needle” energies since then.

The article about my picture can be found HERE

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Things are slowly changing.  The signs are everywhere…I have Faith and Believe that we have already brought these changes forward/backward through creation…now we just need to sit back and allow them to manifest…Detachment is Key ❤

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**A few weeks after writing this blog, I found some posts by other bloggers that seem to resonate with higher awareness of changes happening within our perception and the reflection of the world around us…

http://lucas2012infos.wordpress.com/2014/01/07/lucas-the-waiting-room-an-energetic-experience-7-january-2014/

http://amethystreign.com/2014/01/01/changes-in-plain-sight-a-new-years-message-by-bella-capozzi-january-1-2014/

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Energy Sensations – Update November 17th – 18th, 2013

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November 17, 2013

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For the past couple of days I’ve been feeling what I call “hot spots”. It’s when I feel simultaneous tiny electrical pulses on different parts of my body at the same time. For example, I felt a spot on my right knee at the same exact time as on my left forearm….or I felt it on my right hip at the same exact time as my left shoulder. There’s been a consistent pattern of left and right sides firing up together.

I’ve felt this sensation off and on for the past few years but it seems to be very active in the past two days. In the past I’ve felt it maybe a few times a day but am now feeling it several times an hour. Since it’s been so much more active, it’s given me the chance to really focus on it and figure out a better way to explain it. I used to explain it as a poking sensation, but now as I’m tuning into it, I’m getting the message that it’s an electrical pulse “firing up” sensation. There is some heat to it and it only lasts for a few seconds. When it happens, it lasts for the same exact amount of time on the two simultaneous locations on my body.

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I’m also getting that this is on an etheric level, so maybe it’s activation of smaller nadis? I’ve read that there are something like 72,000 of them, so that’s a lot of nadis to awaken and cleanse. Maybe it’s the pulses firing up through the nadis that have normally been congested or stagnant and are now becoming active causing the discomfort? While I was searching pictures, I found a picture that had the quote “Nadis – the real burning bush”. That makes sense to me. “Firing up”, “electrical pulses”, “burning bush”…. I guess the nadis do look like branches of a bush, don’t they?…Maybe the activated nadis completely “fired up” could be the true meaning of the burning bush in the Bible? I can see where Kundalini Tummo fire would play a part in that…

I’ve also noticed that the liquid light type energy that I feel moving around on my body now has a thicker and slower sensation. I can compare it to feeling like the consistency of warm water in the past, but now feels thick and slow flowing like honey. I know it sounds weird but it actually feels REALLY good. It’s very soothing. It seems to spend a lot of time at my temples and pulling on my lower back.

For the past two days I’ve also been feeling pulling sensations on my Solar Plexus as I’m falling asleep or in a very relaxed state. The energies in and around my body are extremely active right now and have many different things going on at the same time.

I’m seeing lots of tiny grey, bright white and blue sparkles of energy manifesting around me throughout the day. I just walked from my bedroom to the kitchen and I completely walked through something in the middle of the room. I looked back to see what it was, but it was gone. It looked illuminated white and came up to the height of my abdomen.

That loud annoying tone in my right ear is gone and it’s now back to the high pitched hiss sound. I like that sound better because it’s easier to ignore. Sometimes it’s so high pitched that I can barely even notice that it’s there.

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November 18, 2013

Last night I had the “turning in on myself” feeling which I imagine is the Torus movement. When this happens, I tend to feel like I’m losing my breath and I need to relax and breathe deeply. It didn’t last too long, maybe 15 minutes. After that, I had the sensation of air moving through my Root chakra. It feels like I have an actual hole in my body and that air is forcefully moving through it. I usually get that sensation in the Sacral chakra, but this time it’s just the Root. I also noticed an increase in the energy flooding out of my feet, so maybe there’s some heavy grounding or anchoring going on…The Root sensation is still active today.

I realized today on a Spiritual website that someone had a profile picture that looked kind of like the “turtle shell” energy I’ve been seeing :

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I thought that was pretty interesting because this person creates pictures from what they see in visions. Maybe they’re sensing and seeing the same energy that I’m seeing? I wonder what it means or what this energy represents ?

I went to the grocery store earlier and couldn’t help but realize how people are constantly on their i-phones and not paying attention to their surroundings. I’m not exaggerating when I say that every single person I encountered in the store either bumped into me with their cart because they were reading messages on their phones, were at a complete stop and blocking the entire isle while flipping through their phone, or was not paying attention that they were next to checkout because they were too busy texting.  It’s like everyone is in programmed robot or zombie mode. They all seemed to walk slower than normal and were numb to their surroundings.  I saw a guy walk into the middle of the street the other day while he was looking at his phone and he almost got hit by a car…

That reminds me of a photo I found :

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They’re EVERYWHERE and they’re taking over ! – LOL 🙂

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Energy Sensations – Update November 8, 2013

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On November 3rd, I felt a huge influx of energy come in and the nerves in my teeth and face started twitching again.  It was REALLY strong…Since then, I’ve been hearing a very LOUD, annoying, fluctuating tone in my right ear and I’m starting to get a little grumpy…That’s 5 days of constant ANNOYING tones…it reminds me of the movie Dumb and Dumber when Jim Carey shows someone what he thinks “the most annoying sound in the world” sounds like…

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It’s so strange though, because I didn’t hear this tone a few weeks back when we had all of those X and M class flares. Why the loud tones now all of a sudden? Now if I add that tone with the lovely scent of dog poop that the wind is bringing in from our annoying neighbors yard, I have a constant reminder that I’m still in 3D 😦

I think it’s best I stay indoors right now while we’re getting pummeled with energies from the sun (and what also feels like Galactic energies)…not a good time for me to be around people, I guess…

I seem to be picking up on the symbolism of “keys” everywhere… It started with having a dream two nights in a row, of me trying to find a key to my home…I was looking everywhere for a single key to open the front door. A few days later, I had a vision of a key being handed to me and it kind of looked like this:

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I got the message that the infinity symbol had importance in this key. Then I got an image in my mind of an Ankh with an infinity symbol at the top of it (instead of a circle)… I did a little research on the internet and then I found this picture that caught my attention:

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It’s like the sun rays are handing you a key (Ankh). I’ll have to do some more research but this seems pretty interesting so far. To be honest, I really don’t know much about either symbol so I guess it’s time to learn what they represent and try to find the connection… The word “key” is popping out at me when I read stuff and is being mentioned in many different blogs and articles lately.

Besides being a little crabby, I’ve also been having some Bliss download episodes here and there…they seem to be coming in at the Crown frequently. Also lots of buzzy vibrating energy on my entire left leg which feels like vibrating molecules…it gives me the sensation like my leg is disappearing, it feels so weird. I also had a large cluster of nerves twitching on the left side of my lower back for a few hours. On Wednesday, I kept seeing a bright blue orb by my face and it was there for hours. It didn’t move anywhere else, it was just in the same exact place and kept flickering in and out of my view.

When I started to fall asleep, I could feel a sensation on my right side underneath my ribs like someone was inserting a large needle very slowly and very deeply into my skin. I’ve felt this before over the years and it’s always in the same location…and it always happens when I’m in that groggy sleepy state where I can’t fully wake up. It stings just like a real needle would feel when I get my blood drawn at the doctor’s office. It doesn’t hurt too much and I just fall back asleep. I wonder if it’s in the area of my liver?

About 5 months ago I found out that my gallbladder was failing and was only working at 12% (normal is 35%). The doctor wanted to remove my gallbladder but I refused. I wanted to try to take natural remedies like teas and supplements first. I recently got a new doctor and he had me do another test to check the gallbladder again…can you believe that the test showed that my gallbladder is completely healed and now working at 40% ?! I think our bodies are releasing so much so quickly that we’ll have lots of disorders come and go in a very short time frame. It’s always good to get a doctor’s opinion, but I would follow your gut feeling if you don’t want to do anything drastic. I also had hypothyroidism last year that corrected itself and my thyroid is working perfectly on it’s own now.

I’m not sure exactly where all of these energies are coming from right now…it feels like it’s so much more than just solar flares to me. These energies feel similar to what I felt on 12/21/12… Whatever’s going on, it’s a pretty potent tsunami of energy. Getting plenty of rest, drinking lots of water and trying to keep my sanity is on my “To Do” list…God grant me the Serenity…Happy surfing !. . . surf

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Energy Sensations – Update October 24, 2013

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(The picture above is from the website http://www.universallifetools.com/)

I had a pretty cool lucid dream this morning.  I was shown that I was in the middle of an illuminated 12 pointed star and the star points were coming out of my body.  I’m thinking that it was the 12 pointed lightbody being activated (as explained by Earthkeeper Tyberonn as the Mer-ka-va).  I changed the picture above to pink and lavender tones because that’s how I saw it in my dream…

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But I was also shown how this 12 pointed star lightbody worked in relation to the “13 crystal skulls”.  I was shown that the skulls would be activated by a person/people, not just by the physical 13 crystal skulls coming together.  The activation was going to be by activating the 12 pointed star lightbody and the person/people being “crystalline” was what would act as the 13th crystal skull activation.  From my understanding, it is“Crystalline” fully merged and integrated with Feminine Christ Consciousness aspect (aka  the 13th disciple) as being the key.  I don’t know, but it seems that was the message…It’s a bit confusing and I’ve been having a hard time putting my visions into words lately.

I understood that NOW or “in this now” this could not be accessed by anyone with the “wrong intentions” (like they show in the Indiana Jones movie – lol) because you must attain crystalline (balanced) status to be aligned with it…and we all know how much Light work that will take!  That’s just my limited interpretation of it, but I’m sure there’s much more involved…(**See video below, from Magenta Pixie, at very bottom of this post for update**)

 

I woke up from the dream because my tongue was burning with an electrical flickering sensation.  I’ve had a subtle consistent electrical pulse running through my tongue for a couple of months now and it got so strong during this dream that it startled me awake.

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When I fell back to sleep after I briefly woke up, I had another dream that I was in a car with my best friend (she’s also going through the Ascension process on a very physical level).  We were driving at night and noticed that the dashboard of the car was not lighting up and I couldn’t see the speedometer.  I completely stopped the car and tried driving again, and the dashboard lit up completely that time.  I wasn’t steering the car with my hands though, I was steering with my mind…and the road was moving and curving into the direction that I wanted to go…like the road was fluid and it could move any way I wanted it to.  It was pretty cool to see the road and the middle lines moving and shifting.  When I woke up, I got the idea that the car was also symbolism for the lightbody.  Maybe there’s a large group going through this level of lightbody activation right now? That seems to be the message I’m getting…

**Quite a while after writing about the lucid dream, on February 22, 2014, I got a newsletter email from Earthkeeper Tyberonn.  In the email, he included a video of the Crystal Skull “Sha Na Ra” that was taken on 12-12-12.  The video shows purple/pinkish energy coming out of the top of the skull just like the colors I saw in my dream…Pretty awesome sync 🙂

Video of Sha Na Ra Crystal Skull:


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As I mentioned above, my tongue’s had a pulse of energy running through it on a daily basis.  In the past few days, I’ve also had nerves twitching in various teeth and a strange burning feeling in different places on my teeth, gums and jaw.  I’m assuming it has to do with the energies.  I know El Collie has mentioned feeling like all of her teeth were aching at the same time during her Kundalini experience.  I think it has to do with the energies once they reach your head and upper chakras.  I’ve had a lot of energetic activity on my face, jaw, tongue, upper palate and upper chakras lately.

On Tuesday (October 22nd)  I had one of the worst sinus migraines I’ve had in many years.  I felt like my head was going to explode.  I’m 100% sure that it was my sinuses.  Sometimes when our sinuses get inflamed, it can radiate pain to our teeth since the sinuses sit right on top of the teeth.  It can mimic a full on toothache.  Here’s a picture of a panoramic view x-ray:

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The pink area is where the sinuses are…notice how they sit just above the back teeth.  That’s exactly where my teeth were hurting when I had the sinus headache.  I could feel really heavy pressure downloads in the Crown and 3rd eye area and my Crown was swaying throughout the day, so I’m sure that’s why I got the sinus irritation.  It seems to happen when I get the “heavy” downloads as opposed to the “blissful” ones.

I’ve also had multiple nerves twitching like crazy in my thighs and buttock muscles on both legs for a couple of weeks.  They’re twitching so hard that you can see my skin moving and flinching on my thighs.  It’s so bizarre.  What do my thighs and buttock muscles have to do with this process? Maybe it’s due to meridians? I don’t know… I’ve also noticed that the tone I usually hear in my ears now sounds like a hiss sound.  It’s like it’s so high pitched that it no longer registers as a tone.

Crown downloads, migraines, nerves twitching, tongue pulsing, hissing noises…  I can only imagine what I sound like to the average person…LOL

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**On August 9, 2014, Magenta Pixie posted a video speaking of the Crystal Skull activation…She speaks of the Crystal Skulls around the 8:20 mark…Pretty awesome sync! 🙂
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