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Energy Sensations – Update November 21, 2016

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I had a lucid dream this morning…I was standing in front of a lady and it appeared that something was bothering her.  She looked like she was in her mid 30’s and had a very heavy New York accent.   She had a strange look on her face and seemed to be disturbed, so I asked her if everything was okay.

The lady told me that she wasn’t sure if she was okay, because she’s been seeing “strange things” that she couldn’t really describe.  I asked her if they were things that weren’t really there, or indescribable shapes?  Her face lit up and she said “Yes! Exactly”.  I immediately knew that she was seeing colors/geometry/gridlines.

I told her that when I wake up in the morning, I see colors, gridlines and odd looking shapes too.  She became very excited and began trying to describe what she was seeing and during that time, she actually started to see it while she was talking to me….so she was walking around staring upward at the air around her.

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As I was watching her, I could see iridescent pastel colors manifesting around her as she stared all around her in awe….Then I woke up from the dream because I heard something…

As I was waking up, I realized that I was waking up to loud chimes in my mind.  This time it was different than the usual chimes.  I heard low/high, low/high, then low/low/low/high.  Then a minute later, I heard a loud chirp.  I know for sure that it wasn’t outside noise, because I sleep with earplugs that completely block out any noise…and I sleep with a loud air purifier in my room and can’t even hear that with these earplugs.

I have been shown in the past that the chimes were a marker for a new level/phase/ initiation. The tones represent an addition to the harmonization of group signature tone. In the past it’s been 2 or 3 tones (and sometimes a chirp), but this time it was 8 tones.  I have no idea what that means, but it will probably have to do with the lucid dream I was having.

I’ll meditate on it later and see if I can figure it out…

**Update – On December 6th, Sandra Walter posted an update that spoke of the pastel rainbow colors.  Under the headline “Plasma Visions and Bands of Light” she says :Last week during Gatework I had a vision of standing on a beach sending huge sheets of 6D pastel rainbow plasma through my hands into the sky, like a protective barrier. I was told this is preparation work for the Solar influx, and the Pacific has been presenting strongly. ”   The entire update can be found HERE

So that was a pretty cool sync after my lucid dream 🙂

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Over the years, as I was slowly coming into my conscious creation abilities, I noticed that whenever I’m distraught and out of balance (emotionally upset or angry), that bees would come to me.

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They are not angry, but they will calmly land on me and hover around me and will not go away until I leave the area.  I’ve found that over several years, this happens only when I’m upset (mostly outdoors but occasionally in the house too).  One time I was so agitated and annoyed being around my loud Aunt, that a bee appeared in her car when the windows had been closed the whole time!  We were both startled by the bee appearing out of nowhere and on my side of the car !  It’s happened so many times over the years (too many to count).  I’ve just learned to accept that they serve as a reminder that I need to control my emotions and “chill out” a bit before I get too out of balance.  This may happen to other people too, but they may not realize the connection.

There was a time at my (ex)boyfriend’s house when I was so angry, that as I was walking in the hallway under a smoke detector, the alarm went on!  Whenever I’d walk away from the alarm, it would stop, but if I walked under it again, it would start again.  There have also been times that I was angry with my ex and the ceiling above me would start to make loud cracking and shifting noises.  I’ve always experienced things flying off of the shelves or pictures falling off of the walls since childhood.  I wonder if it was just me doing that without realizing it?  As a child, I had always assumed it was a ghost or something outside of myself.

The person that I’m temporarily living with (because I have absolutely nowhere else to go) at the moment is a VERY insensitive individual (I can think of better words to describe him, but I’ll be nice 🙂 ).  I’ll spare the details, but I’ll just say that a couple of days ago he killed a deer in the yard.  He eats them….He shot it from the back door, so I was startled by the booming sound of a shotgun in the house without any warning.

He knows I don’t like hunting and that I Love animals, so without detail, I’ll just say that he thought it would be funny to leave the deer by my car so that I’d have to see it when I left for work.  The way that he did it, while he was taunting me and laughing, was very traumatizing to me and I will never get that image out of my mind for the rest of my life.  He clearly fed off of my reaction and I could see the whole process of his consumptive behavior.  It was a very disturbing thing to witness.  Some people are so broken/fragmented.  I wish I could help them all.  It can be very painful to watch.

As I was going out to my car today to get something out of the trunk, I saw some dried blood on the ground and immediately started to get upset again.  I was just staring at it while in deep thought, debating whether to clean it, to burn some sage, say another prayer etc… and within seconds, a bee quickly came and started hovering around me trying to land on me.  It just serves as a reminder to calm down.  Sometimes I talk to the bees and thank them for reminding me.  It’s a very big responsibility to keep the balance once you come into your power.  But there are beings from the different kingdoms that will lovingly help to remind us that everything will be okay and that we are Loved no matter what.  I am very Grateful

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Energy Sensations

Since I last wrote an update, I’ve been going through different stages of a more aggressive Heart opening.  Lots of movement on the front side of my chest and more recently, the back part of my Heart center has greatly expanded.  There were days where it felt like my entire back was HUGE, completely open and exposed.  It was really bizarre.  I’ve also had the sensation of heavy liquid energy shooting out of my shoulder blades.

I’ve noticed that I’ve felt more Loving and want to help people more.  It’s a very strong urge to assist in any way that I can.  There’s been a huge dismantling of the ego and it seems to come naturally to want to help without any expectations.  There’s also a noticeable increase in forgiving people .  It’s not even an effort anymore, it just comes naturally with majority of people (some people take more effort though –lol).  I don’t have to like them, but I will let go of the cords that I would have had in the past. It’s much easier to let go and to stay neutral.

I’ve had some pineal migraines off and on and also some pain in my right eye.  I’ve also noticed an increase in the feeling of a bubble slowly moving behind my eyes.  It’s a really weird sensation of something physically shifting/oozing behind my eyes.  There’s no pain, just movement.

I’m seeing more sparkles and little lights manifesting around me.  Last night, I saw a little white light fluttering around on my pillow when I was leaning on it.  I saw it more than once throughout the night.  Years ago, after my first Reiki Tummo attunement, I cried for days after, because of the massive initial cleansing process.  The first morning after the attunement and having cried the entire night, I woke up to seeing a little blue orb fluttering in front of me and landing on my pillow beside my face.  It had little sparkles coming off of it like pixie dust as it fluttered around.  This little white light I saw last night reminded me of that.

The most difficult sensation I’ve experienced so far, is shortness of breath.  I initially felt it about 6 months ago and went to the Emergency Room for testing.  They did an EKG for my heart, an MRI with dye contrast for my lungs and also an oxygen saturation test.  Everything came back normal/clear and the doctor couldn’t figure out why I was feeling shortness of breath when everything was normal  **Update – months after writing this, I had another trip to the ER and they found that the bottom of my lungs were starting to collapse, but they did not diagnose the cause.

So I’ve felt it many times since then, but recently, I felt it accompanied by some aggressive Kundalini energy moving in my chest and abdomen.  At that time, it had felt like there was a heavy warm pressure energy in my chest with some movement and also some reaching into my abdomen.  So now I know that this shortness of breath is an energy thing (since with my hypersensitivity, I feel energy movement so physically).

Sometimes it also feels like there’s a tightness in my throat like something is squeezing it.  I’m assuming that has to do with a more aggressive throat opening.  I do not doubt that I have many issues (from childhood) that will make for an uncomfortable complete throat opening.  I’m trying my best to work through it, but really, I’m totally clueless as to what I need to do since nothing has seemed to help much so far.

I’m staying neutral throughout this election crap and have not let it affect me one bit.  Overall, I feel pretty good with an occasional disturbance from “insensitive individuals”, but really this has been a pretty calm phase for me.  And should I get too out of sync, the bees are always there to keep me in line 🙂

And for some reason, listening to this song also helps to stay calm.  The whistling reminds me of celestial sounds I hear sometimes :

Jason Barty – Simple Day

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Love ❤

Energy Sensations – Update August 22, 2014

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It’s been quite a while since I’ve written anything…I tried several times, but it just wasn’t flowing…A lot has happened since I last wrote, but I’ll just sum it up.

I went back to Arizona on June 25th and have been back and forth to California. I’ll be back in Arizona probably until October. I found out that my medical insurance is still active in Arizona so I’m going to see some specialists for various “mysterious” health issues that nobody can seem to figure out. It all started after I had received a blood transfusion back in 2012 and has progressively gotten worse since then.  At the moment I’ll just say that my skin is burning without any sign of rash, and nothing will help.

I’ve had numerous tests done; biopsies, blood panel tests, diabetes tests, numerous yeast and bacteria cultures, and I’ve even seen different doctors just for the sake of getting different opinions. It’s sort of bizarre to say the least. It’s shown me how awful our medical system is, and that most doctors I’ve seen, just wanted to drug me up and numb the symptoms with medication instead of trying to find the cause. Any testing I’ve had, was because I begged them to run some tests and I was very persistent. VERY frustrating and very sad…

While in Arizona, I experienced a crazy storm on July 26th. (I wrote about it right after it happened, but didn’t get around to posting it and will back date it and post shortly).

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On the morning of August 17th, I had a strange dream that there was an aurora in the sky, but it had multiple bright rainbow colors in it. I sensed the presence of other beings, even though I didn’t see them, I could sense that they were there. The colors generated an inaudible tone that affected my vibration. What I mean by an inaudible tone, is that I couldn’t hear it with my ears, I just heard and felt it from within. An example would be, for people experiencing Kundalini phenomena, when they hear bells, chimes, booming noises, or chanting that nobody else can hear. In my experience, the sound comes in at the Crown chakra because I can feel it swaying when I hear the inaudible sounds. That’s all I remember from the dream but I know there was much more to it.

Once I woke up from the dream, for the rest of the day, I started getting these realizations and drastic changes in my perspective about things happening in my life. The next day on Aug. 18th while on the 6 hour drive through the desert, back to California, I got “downloads” of information. What I mean by that, is that it’s just instantly in my mind without having previously known or any process to get to this knowing…it’s not there one second, and then it is there the next. In this knowing, I had a huge weight lifted off of me, and I had a complete change in perspective of how I was going to handle the difficulties in my life. The resolutions were just there in an instant and it brought a sense of relief.

I also got some information about what is currently happening for some people on other levels. It was shown to me as many people releasing enough obstacles and being clear enough to begin the next phase of activation. The result of the energy from the obstacles was shown as causing compression that needed to be released. The compression was to be released and “spun off” through spinning whirlwind vortexes. I was shown that the spiraling motion had great importance in this process.

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It was explained to me that the outer reflection of those vortexes was mirrored in higher vibrational human fields as “axiatonal spin points”. Spin points are part of the axiatonal/meridian grid of the body. I understood that once we have reached a certain vibration and are ready to activate the axiatonal grid in alignment (balance), the body will use these spin points to quickly spin out the obstacles (stagnant energy) from our energy field. When this is done on a large scale, (meaning many people around the world, such as it is now) there will be a reflection of this in our outer world which may appear as tornados, monsoon “microbursts”, and hurricane/cyclone type weather. It was all represented by a spiral movement or vortex.  The Earth may also be assisted by Buddhic Columns in the same way as the human spin points.

Once I received this information, I understood why I had experienced this microburst storm in Arizona. It was the final push of activation of my spin points. I was shown that anyone experiencing their changes while consciously connected to this collective group grid (that are currently in this phase), will see it manifested outward and it will feel “personal” to them. They’ll have some sort of deeper realization or inner knowing that this happened as a reflection of themselves.

I realized that I had been feeling these spin points activating in different locations for a while now…especially on my face. I’m guessing they’re slowly activated one by one for a while, and then when you get enough of them activated, it’ll give one big cleansing flush…something needs to force it through to “combust” the activation. The images I received was sort of like a clogged pipe that is slow draining until it gets enough push of water to flush the pipe clean. It was made very clear that the “water and pipe” vision was just used as an example that my mind could understand, but it was actually more of a “fire” type combustion. This seems to be where a large group is at Now.

Energy Sensations

For the past couple of months, I’ve had a lot of activity on my body. The most active sensation is when I wake up in the morning and I feel my whole energy field moving, rotating, shifting in such a way that it reminds me of the way a snake moves. It feels like my entire being is twisting and turning kind of like this picture below but maybe more of a rolling motion:

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This sensation feels SO good and when I wake up, I just lay there with my eyes closed for about an hour just so I can feel this sensation as long as I can. It’s so soothing and peaceful like a cellular massage…I have no idea what it is or what stage this pertains to and haven’t read anything about a sensation like this yet.

The next thing that’s really noticeable is the spin points on various parts of my body. The spin points feel like a very small circle of energy about the size of a dime, and it has a sizzling, fizzing type sensation. I’ve felt this in many areas, but the one above my mouth has been active everyday for about two months straight. I have no idea why that one is so active. Also, for the last 2 weeks, my tongue has had a strong electrical type current of energy running through it again. It’s really pulsing pretty hard this time.

On August 2nd I had a bliss episode hit me out of nowhere during the daytime while I was fully awake… I felt like my whole spine was filled with the liquid bliss feeling…it was AWESOME. The only way I can explain it, is that it felt like my entire spine was filled with a liquid euphoric massaging substance that emanates outward. The effect feels better than any substance, drug, or emotion that I’ve ever felt in my entire life. ..there is absolutely nothing to compare it to. I just laid down in my bed and let it take over because I didn’t want it to stop! It lasted for about an hour.

I’ve been feeling a little spacey and “dream-like”…maybe I need to ground more? I’ve been pretty calm despite my chaotic family and my patience has doubled. Overall, this feels like a really nice space to be in although it is not familiar to me. It seems that the integration is a smooth transition at the moment.

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I found a video that strangely reminds me of the movement sensations I’m feeling on my body.  It’s oddly familiar to me when I watch it and seems to sync with the process that my body is currently going through.  These are the type of visuals I get in my mind when I feel the sensations.  It’s amazing how accurate the pulsing and rolling motions are in the video…I’ve even seen the triangles connecting together and creating something in my visions…it’s fascinating to actually see it recreated by someone…Much Gratitude 🙂

The video can be found here:

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Love ❤