Why is it that as soon as I close my eyes to go to sleep, I feel work being done on me? Every single night, or even when I lay down to take a nap, the movement starts within seconds of closing my eyes…then when I wake up, I can feel it until I decide to get up, and then it stops. I woke up early this morning and I felt some movement in my head that seemed so 3D, it was bizarre to feel this while being conscious of it. It seems that this is actually being done on me the entire time I’m asleep, and then I can still feel it pretty strong as I’m waking up. Besides the reaching into my body sensation, the other thing I’m feeling while waking from sleep, is almost like my energy is bubbling like lava (without the heat). That’s the only way I can describe it. It moves around or feels like it’s being pulled in different random areas all over…a liquid type feeling. What is that? Or what the heck is the purpose for that?
There’s been a focus on my forehead and Crown area for the past week. Lots of movement with strong swirling and pulling sensations. This is more than just the between the eyebrows 3rd eye area…it’s also being done in a small area closer to my temples on my scalp…and of course, I mentioned the buzzing on the top back part of my head in another post. The area near my temple was strange, it felt like someone was using little instruments and digging something out, or moving something around in an area about the size of a quarter. I felt my hair moving around too. There’s no pain though…so weird…I was actually on the computer when that started to happen, so I was fully awake.
At the beginning of last month there was a lot of movement and pain in the lower body…from the waist down all through my legs. I had an awful muscular and bone pain all through my lower back and legs that was emanating in waves. It was a strange feeling, like my bones had nerves in them and that the nerves were firing up in clusters. Such a weird sensation to feel movement in your bones…The muscles felt like they were in the tightening mode right before you’re about to have a leg cramp, but not quite there yet. It would hold this tightening sensation for hours at a time, it was AWFUL. About 2 weeks after I experienced this, I started to read about other’s having the same lower body pain on some Spiritual websites. It seems to happen that way with a lot of my symptoms, I’ll have the symptoms and then other people will start to have the same symptoms 1 to 2 weeks later.
Nothing worked for the lower body pain; no pain killers, salt baths or massage, nothing. Finally I did a body clearing technique I use, and sure enough I got immediate relief… I did the technique daily and the pain slowly went away a little every day for 2 days until it was completely gone. From now on, whenever I get pain anywhere in my body, I’ll try to clear my energy first to see if I get any relief.
Yesterday, for the very first time, I had an out of body experience while in a lucid dream. I was in the lucid dream first and then I came out of my body while in the dream. Felt all the sensations of floating out and everything…very strange, I didn’t know that was possible, or I had never thought about that happening. Once I was out of my body, I had alerted myself that I was in the astral realm, by having the hallway look different than the one here at the house. Once I saw that, I told myself in the dream, that it wasn’t real and that I was in the astral realm. I’ve learned to alert myself early on in astral travel, so that I can be prepared for anything that’ll happen. Usually it’s something weird and confusing, but if I stay out of fear, I’m always able to tame any monster or banish anything trying to touch me or mess with me . It’s when I realize I’m not in 3D, that I’m able to stand firm in my energy and demand respect.
That’s all I can think of for now…it’s been pretty calm the last couple of months. I was expecting things to really amp up since it’s the last 2 months of 2012, but there’s actually a lot less happening to me physically than usual. That’s ok, I could use a break 🙂