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Energy Sensations – Update March 5, 2013

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In the waiting line…

I’m not sure what’s going on with my body, but I’ve been getting huge downloads of energy  for the past few days and yesterday my Heart was wide open…I was teary eyed for most of the day.  At first I couldn’t quite understand why I was teary eyed…was I sad?  No, not really, it was just a new feeling or state of being that wasn’t really familiar to me.

I meditated on it for a while and came to the realization that it wasn’t sadness that I was feeling, it was unconditional Love…you know, like when you look at a baby, or a child, with so much Love for them, that you get teary eyed…well, that’s what I was feeling and experiencing.  It was the most overwhelming feeling of Unconditional Love and Compassion that I have ever experienced in this lifetime.  There was nothing that triggered it, it just hit me out of nowhere.   It lasted for hours.

Usually when I get hit with these huge emotional downloads or Bliss episodes, they’ll come full blown for a few hours or sometimes a full day, and then they’ll balance out, slowly tapering off.  I searched around on Spiritual websites but couldn’t find anything about any big energy alignments this week or anything to explain what I was experiencing, but I did read that there’s a comet that’ll be flying by today…don’t think that has anything to do with it though…  Maybe I’ll find something later…

I’ve also had a huge pulse of energy going through my body from top to bottom.  I’m assuming that it’s coming in at the Crown and coming out at the bottom of my feet.  The pulse is the strongest on my left foot and the current is the strongest I’ve ever felt.  Energy is forcefully pouring out of my left foot and it’s so strong, that I’m constantly aware of it.  Also a current coming out of my right ear!  I’ve never felt that before…do we have a chakra in our ear?  It’s the strangest feeling because it’s like an electrical pulse that has a flickering sensation coming out of the opening of my ear.

I’m also getting a lot of information coming in and realizations that are clarifying a lot of things for me.  Early this morning around 4:30am, I felt a very strong sensation of something reaching into my upper back and when I closed my eyes I saw a bunch of small symbols, like inscriptions or hieroglyphs.  The reaching in my back was so strong that it startled me awake.  Lots of internal work continued  after that and I could feel a pulse enveloping my body when I finally woke up for the day.

Later in the night, about 8pm, I got REALLY tired, felt like a drugged feeling…it was impossible to keep my eyes open, so I was in and out of consciousness on the couch. I felt work being done on me and energies swirling on my face.  I kept hearing noises like there was someone walking around (I’m home alone)…when I could get enough strength to fight the sleepy feeling and open my eyes, there was nobody there.  I had a dream, but the only thing that I remember is that there were many people getting on an escalator going up into the sky, and each person had a little box that they were taking with them.  The little box was all they were allowed to take.   The escalator was full and I was next in line to get on it, but it wasn’t moving yet, so I had to stand and wait in line at the very bottom for my turn…Then I woke up.  Every time I think of this scene in the dream, I hear the song “In The Waiting Line” by Zero 7…I Love that song…


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Also as I was waking up, I saw colors, like pastel iridescent swirly colors that were moving around me…the way the colors looked, reminded me of a picture I took in Sedona ( taken on May 20, 2012 ~ solar eclipse) :

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So I’m not sure what’s going on, but there seem to be some big changes happening at the moment.  The last 2 weeks I experienced pain only on the left side of my body and pain in my teeth only on the left side.  It’s like the nerves were twitching in my teeth again, it was really weird.   I went to the dentist and they couldn’t find anything wrong and X-rays were clear.  The pain went away after about a week.  I’m feeling like there’s been a lot of progress in polarities integrating…lots of mental work was done in the last 2 weeks and it was a smooth process.  Progress is moving along very quickly with minimal blockage. Positive affirmations are the next step…reprogramming is essential…

A message that I got was to pay attention and look for signs out in nature…you’ll get little confirmations that you may be looking for and reassurance will be shown with beautiful scenery and interaction with animals or insects.   We’re open now, so letting go of old beliefs that hold us back from acquiring our gifts is so important now.  IT IS POSSIBLE…believe that, and it will be so 😉

Love ❤