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Energy Sensations – Update November 9, 2017

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Picture : Bryce Canyon, Utah

I just wanted to give an update on my situation before I begin with regular updates again.

Wow…I can’t believe it’s been a year since I’ve written.  It’s been a tough year to say the least.  I’ve been struggling with finding a place to live, a place to call home.  But one thing I’ve learned is that I’m not allowed to go back to any of my old comfort zones.  Every single time I tried to go back to a place I’ve lived in the past (out of desperation) it had a horrible outcome.

In my search for a place to live, I was very fortunate to have found seasonal jobs that provide housing to employees.  This particular job I’m currently at is in Utah right up against Bryce Canyon and about a 1 1/2 hour drive to Zion National Park.  The owners of the Inn are very sweet and appreciative to have me here.  The season ended on October 31st, but they have asked me to stay through the winter and also to continue to work next season.  So now I have a comfortable place to live (my own room and bathroom) for a year!  Yayyyy  🙂

It was very interesting when I was initially driving to get here.  When I was about 20 miles away, driving on hwy 89, I felt a wall of energy hit my face and upper body.  It didn’t hurt me, but it startled me and was forceful enough to break my glasses!  The frame cracked and broke from the impact. I heard and felt it crack at the same time that I felt the wall of energy hit me.  It was so bizarre.  I immediately stopped any fear from creeping in and just kept driving.  I’ve passed by that same area several times since then, and haven’t felt anything like it again.

Since I’ve been here, I’ve been seeing gridlines when I wake up every morning.  Most times it’s the larger gridlines, but occasionally I’ll see the smaller ones.  I have no idea why the size is different.

This area seems to have a lot of electric energy.  Sometimes my face hurts from it.  There are days when I can see a large bolt of electricity come out of my finger and hear a loud cracking noise when I get shocked from touching stuff.  It can be very painful at times.  It’s just random, so it’s not happening everyday (thank goodness!).  My computer speakers also have a weird pulse noise on them when I get close to them.

My fire alarm in my room will act up occasionally and just ring once in the middle of the night…but I do have a history with setting off fire alarms…

There are a lot of mule deer here.  They seem to be very curious with me and will stop and stare instead of running away.  There is a female and two babies that like to come near me a lot.  I got a good picture of her the other day.  She’s very sweet ❤

After having a very chaotic and anxiety-filled year, it’s nice to be here with such peaceful surroundings.  It’s a very small town, so there’s not a whole lot going on.  It takes me an hour and a half just to get to Walmart to buy groceries. There’s a beautiful scenic route I take when I go to Walmart (Hwy 14 through Duck Creek), so I don’t mind the drive at all.  Here are some pictures of the drive:

The night sky is amazing and I can see more stars than I’ve ever seen anywhere before.  I haven’t taken any pictures of the stars, but here’s a picture of Bryce that I found, to give you an idea of what I’m seeing at night:

I’ve been given the message that I need to stay here away from everything for a while.  I feel fully protected by the canyon in my own little world.  This is some sort of “holding space”.  I feel like I’m repeating the same day over and over again with subtle changes…everyday, while going through the motions, it feels like déjà vu.  Overall, this place has been very welcoming and has allowed me to feel very Loved, accepted and appreciated ❤

**Update – On December 15th I saw a post from Maria Bethencourt called “The Transition Between Symphonic Universes” and in it she says:

“The Collapse Of interfered with Timelines has caused Timeline glitches across all matrices As The Heart Collective steps outside of time.  Many feel it is the same day again, a Groundhog Day effect, as they step outside of time and the 4d.  Others feel like they are in an era, like the 80’s, or 70’s.  This is normal. And these time anomalies will stop once the Heart Collective fully manifests their new reality on the new earth. “

I thought that was a pretty awesome confirmation with feeling like I’m repeating the same day over and over again  🙂 The entire post can be found HERE

 

Energy Sensations

I’ve been going through phases of eating A LOT.  At times, it seems that I cannot satisfy my appetite and will eat a ridiculous amount of food.  I’ve also been requiring a lot of sleep, but every once in a while, there will be a night when I’ll wake up every few hours for no reason with an anxious type of feeling.

There has been a lot of neurological activity going on…lots of nerve clusters twitching, pokes and stinging sensations. A weird cluster sensation in the palm of my hands and the middle of my feet that feels like it’s about to cramp up, but doesn’t quite reach that point.  It’s not painful, but it feels like the palm and foot are pulling inward.  Also lots of fizzy meridian sensations in the legs, torso and top of my head.

I have something weird going on with the right side of my body.  I have gout type symptoms in my right middle finger, right elbow and right knee (not very painful, just mostly stiff).  I recently noticed two very small patches of possible eczema on my right forearm and on my right eyelid.  But it’s weird that it’s only on the right side of my body…absolutely nothing on my left.

There has been a lot of Crown activity in the last few months.  As I’m typing this, I’m feeling a small stream of energy shooting out of the right top part of my head and at the same time out of my right knee.

For the past couple of years I’ve had a very strong pulsing sensation in my High Heart area, but I haven’t felt it for about 4 months now. Initially I thought it was my thyroid so I had some medical tests done (blood tests and ultrasound) but they were all normal.   I’m kind of glad that it stopped because it was so strong that it was overwhelming.  Sometimes it affected my breathing and would get extremely uncomfortable.

The Kundalini has been very active and it’s now more of an all-over-the-body feeling as opposed to only working on certain spots. Lately, it’s mostly been the tickling-all-over sensation which is kind of annoying.  I’ve been getting lots of Crown downloads and sometimes feel a weird popping or crackling on the top of my head while it’s swaying.  I have no idea why it’s changed.  In the past, I have felt the popping and crackling sensation in my Heart Center when the Christed energies are activated, but hadn’t ever felt anything like that on my Crown.

Overall, the energy seems to be pretty active now that I’ve found a comfortable place to live and am able to stay centered.

I am very Grateful to be here ❤

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Energy Sensations – Update February 14, 2014

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lose your mind

The end of January seemed to be very busy with energy coming in…Crown downloads, lots of movement on my body, work being done during sleep time, nerves twitching all over, and of course, the relentless loud fluctuating tones in my right ear…I also went through a very intense period of being freezing cold…the cold was emanating out of my body no matter what I tried to do to warm up.

February has been completely different for me…The first few days of February I felt emotional like something was being released, and then all of a sudden I was back in my place of stillness. Overnight it just seemed to switch… Feeling very peaceful and detached from everything around me…almost like a dream state where I have to constantly ground to be present or I’ll start to get that floaty dream feeling.

Fog

Recently, I even started to see a white fog everywhere which will disappear once I focus on it (looks very similar to the picture above). The first time I saw it, the fog was so thick that I initially thought there was smoke in the house. One of the times I saw it, my boyfriend was there so I asked him if he saw it too, but he said no. I’m not sure what it is, but I feel that it happens when I’m not grounded. Could I be seeing my own energy field?

The ear tones are gone and the hiss noise that I’m now hearing is an even higher pitch than previously…I didn’t even know that was possible since it was so high pitched before. The sound is so comforting; it’s as if it emanates peace from within.

This feels like a very deep integration. Training my thoughts is VERY important right now…it’s constant work… If any negative or judgmental thoughts creep in, I’ll very quickly correct them. There seems to be a sense of preparing for something that will take effect very soon (maybe March?). Also when I try to make something happen, or get tense when I “hope” that something bad won’t happen, my guidance will step in and tell me to “let it go”, “clear your thoughts”, “release the attachment”, “set it free and trust”.

I caught myself reading a post and listening to a video on youtube at the same time the other day…when I caught myself doing this, I was going to pause the video so that I could fully focus on reading the post…My guidance quickly stopped me and I got the message that I should continue to read and listen to both. From my understanding, it will serve as a type of training to process multiple streams of information at the same time. This will assist in becoming familiar with consciously processing information from multiple sources, from multiple dimensions simultaneously.

I guess we’ve always done that in some form, but now it will be on a conscious level as we become consciously aware of many other dimensions at once. I’m a very methodical person who needs to have everything organized (part of my OCD), so this training will be necessary to break out of the strong hold that my brain has been under for most of my life. Being so organized and in control was a good thing in the old reality, not so good in the new reality…

My first conscious experience with multiple dimensions all at once was back in 2009. I attended a spiritual healing workshop that used a different technique (not reiki or Kundalini related) in Los Angeles. I had just quit my job in law enforcement and wanted to quickly find another line of work, so I was desperately searching. I thought that if I learned different healing modalities, I’d be able to earn a living doing energy healing so I signed up for the workshop.

multidimensions

During the beginning of the workshop, the teacher was speaking at the front of the room, and I felt an overwhelmingly chaotic energy take over me. So much was going on at the same time within my energy field that it felt like I was having a mild panic attack. This was all new to me and I had never felt anything like it before. The person sitting next to me saw what was happening and told me to ground. At the time, I didn’t really fully understand grounding either…

I later found out from one of the other students that the teacher subliminally attunes the class at the very beginning (introduction) while speaking, so it kinda creeps up on you unexpectedly…Long story short, I spoke to the teacher during a break and he explained that I was experiencing multiple dimensions all at once. After taking some deep breaths and after he did an adjustment within my energy field, I was able to calm down. I had to spend the rest of the class sitting on the floor at the very back of the room because I could feel too much from everyone around me.

That was my first time ever consciously experiencing multi dimensions all at once and it was quite an experience. I can imagine how it would freak people out if they don’t understand what’s happening. For me, anyway, it tends to feel like a panic attack causing anxiety if I’m not grounded. I feel that this current training period is very important and will allow the transition to happen with less of the chaotic feeling that can accompany this type of integration

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I’ve been going through an extreme sensitivity to chemicals in food. Changing my diet to a very strict no sugar, very limited carbs, and mostly vegetable with lean protein was a must. Eventually I’d like to go fully raw, but want to slowly ease into that so I won’t go into a healing crisis. My son went from eating daily fast food to going complete vegetarian and he broke out in a bad rash on his entire body that took a very long time to heal…I’d like to avoid any drastic reactions if I can…

I had to change my diet because my body is not tolerating junk food anymore and will quickly let me know it’s not playing around! I had been getting itchy allergic type sensations after eating certain foods and sometimes my skin would burn. These were foods I’ve eaten for years with no problems, but my tolerance has changed.  After following the strict diet, the symptoms would go away. Even when I slack off and eat something with a lot of additives, my salivary glands start to produce saliva so hard and so fast that it really hurts my mouth. It’s as if the salivary glands are trying to quickly flush the artificial additives out.

My body has been vibrating A LOT. It’ll just come and go spontaneously more frequently than it ever has in the past. I’ve also been feeling like something’s coming out of the side of my head for the past few weeks. It just moves in and out causing a high vibration tingly feeling. I’ve also noticed that when I wake up in the morning, I see a black tunnel/funnel looking thing above me. It kinda looks like the picture below:

Tunnel

I’ve seen it before in the past, but hadn’t seen it for a very long time…now I’ve been seeing it every single morning for weeks.

So February seems to be a very peaceful integration so far. Such a calm stillness with loving guidance. I’m going to enjoy it as much as I can because next month is the Spring equinox and also the month I’ll be moving out of my boyfriend’s house…I just have a feeling that next month will smack me upside the head… Even the word “March” implies forward movement (cringe) – LOL

…That’s ok, I’ll be ready and well rested for wherever March may take me…

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tornado

Happy Valentine’s Day !

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Kiss

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