Things have been a little strange lately. I’m definitely at a choicepoint right now which can feel like a void. Usually when this happens, I feel very out of body and floaty most of the time. I noticed today, while out in public, that I didn’t really feel like I was present…I felt like I was in a dream and everything seemed foggy.
I started a new job about a month ago and I like it a lot. I’m working as an Incident Response Analyst reviewing documents and emails from companies that have been hacked. It’s only a temporary job which will allow me to save money until the end of January and then I’m moving somewhere far far away 🙂
I was able to go to Sedona on November 11th and had a beautiful day with perfect weather. There was a different energy there compared to other times. While meditating, I saw a pattern that at first thought was the flower of life, but when I tuned into it more, I realized it was a pattern that looks like the top view of a torus. It had a red hue to it. If I opened my eyes and then closed them again, I’d continue to see the pattern.
I also got a lot of red energy in pictures which was something new.
I was gonna go to Bell Rock again on December 12th, but unfortunately, I had to work on that day 😦 I guess it really doesn’t matter where you are, because (etheric) work was still being done on my body while I was sitting at my desk! It seems so strange to sit in a room full of people while something is reaching into my back, adjusting the side of my face and while receiving liquid Bliss Crown downloads! At times it felt like my face was turning into liquid… I guess I’m getting used to it though.
There has been a lot of movement in my bones and bone marrow lately. It can be painful at times, but mostly just slow vibrating movement and sometimes it feels like there are pops/cracks/pings inside my bones. Sometimes it feels like pinched nerve pain or stabbing pain in the bone. I know that it’s etheric because it’s always accompanied by a static electromagnetic sensation on my skin near the area that’s feeling the sensation. The static energy whips around really fast and feels like something hovering over different areas.
There have been times when it feels like someone is taking a small instrument and scraping out the bone marrow from the middle of my bone (that one REALLY hurts but usually only lasts for a minute or so ). It’s very difficult to explain and I know that it sounds weird. Usually this bone activity will only last for two days and then it will stop, but this time, it started on December 9th and it’s still happening every day since then. It’s never lasted this long before.
Overall, there has been a lot of activity and many changes taking place. After a recent soulmate experience that didn’t go very well, I have awakened to a new level of self empowerment and loyalty to self.
The “Claddagh” symbol and the “Love, Loyalty, Friendship” that it represents played a significant role in many of our lifetimes together as did Celtic beliefs. It was very difficult to release this person, probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through because it was so very deeply connected with the Heart. It did help to reveal the many barriers that I had within the Heart and somehow brought me closer to myself. I am very Grateful for all of the beautiful past life memories that I was able to recall with this person. It showed me how magical life can be and has awakened me to all of the possibilities of creating that level of Love and happiness in my life now. Just meeting her in this lifetime has totally and completely changed everything for me. I am very Grateful for having met her and pray that our brief reuniting has somehow helped her as much as she has unknowingly helped me. Even though she is totally unaware and asleep (spiritually), I imagine that our brief reuniting will be a catalyst for her as well…
I can sense that 2020 is going to hit the ground running and I’m preparing to move somewhere more in alignment with what I’d like to create. Something is telling me to get out of the U.S. mainland. I will do everything I can to make that happen. As of now, it looks like I’ll make that move in February 2020.
Tummo Fire energy has been very active. I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night steaming hot! I feel like Keanu Reeves in the movie Constantine when he comes back from a trip through hell and you can see the heat coming out of his body – lol
I’m seeing a bright horizontal indigo blue streak in front of me quite frequently. I’ll even see it illuminated while I’m in the dark. I guess it’s something in my aura because it’s always in the same place.
The right side of my face has been repairing on a grid level. I had a past life memory earlier this year of being burned at the stake and in the memory, the right side of my face was burned very badly. Immediately after the vision and ever since then, I’ve periodically felt movement on that side of my face, sometimes numbness, buzzing and electrical pulses and feeling something reaching into my face as if it’s being repaired.
Lots of movement in bone and marrow. There’s also static electromagnetic sensation in muscle lately, which is something new for me. I sense that there’s something neurological going on as well because of the way the etheric activity feels…lots of rewiring…
My body is releasing toxins and have been breaking out with blemishes on my face which is not normal for me. When the breakouts occur, my joints and all of my teeth hurt all at the same time. Nerves will twitch in multiple teeth simultaneously. It got so bad last week, that I went to the dentist and had x-rays done on all of my teeth. The dentist said he couldn’t find anything wrong and the pain went away the next day…but this happens periodically.
Have been really tired and have trouble keeping my eyes open throughout the day. I am unable to take a nap when I do get the chance to lay down. I’ll just go into a trance-like state for a couple of hours while the Kundalini moves around, but I’m unable to fall asleep.
When I get a new insight, usually within the week, lots of people will start writing about it and posting stuff on facebook or instagram with the same message. I guess we are all tapping into the same collective. It’s pretty awesome to see this happen so frequently. It gives me a sense of unity here on earth unlike any other I’ve ever felt while going through the motions of everyday life. It’s comforting to see that things are actually starting to change…like REALLY change to the point that we can actually see and feel the results.
For the first time since my awakening began, I am excited to move forward…to create a life that I’ve always dreamed of but didn’t have the belief in my ability to do it. It seemed so complicated before, and then as if overnight, I just woke up one day and had the complete knowing and acknowledgment of my ability. The magic has always been there, it was just a matter of believing in myself.
When we step into this power, into this self Love and empowerment within the Heart, we will emit a frequency, a harmonic that will change/transform everything around us (think Law of Resonance)
This is where Unity ignites…the Golden Fire of transformation.
True self Love and loyalty-to-self will change your life … Let the magic begin