Stay in the center of the circle and let all things take their course ~ Tao Te Ching
(photo & quote from Jain108Academy Facebook page)
I’m temporarily in Williams, AZ, which is an hour away from the Grand Canyon and also about an hour away from Sedona. Through some random sync’s, I found a seasonal job at a campsite that provides housing for employees. I feel very fortunate to be here, because most businesses are shut down and most people are unable to work. The governor of Arizona ordered the “stay at home” law about a week ago, but this campsite job is considered essential, so I’ve been lucky enough to still have a job. It’s only 18 hours a week, but I’m grateful to have a paycheck and to be living rent-free.
I figure that I will save more money in the next couple of months and then hopefully be able to move out of the the U.S. mainland soon. It all depends on when travel bans, mandatory quarantines and when this “stay at home” law is lifted. I have a feeling that I’ll be able to leave in June, but at this point, I’m not sure about anything anymore. This whole experience is so strange. It’s so surreal…
I was guided to leave Phoenix a few weeks ago. I had been staying at an aquaintance’s home, named Cindy, that runs an airbnb, since last August. I’m totally convinced that she and her husband had COVID-19 back in late December (they were never tested for the virus). Her husband had traveled out of town and when he came back home, he was sick with a cough. It quickly turned into pneumonia-like symptoms. After a few days, Cindy also had the cough and began to feel dizzy. A week later, she completely lost her sense of smell and then another week later she started to have shortness of breath.
At that point, I gave Cindy Grapefruit Seed Extract for her lungs, some Oregano Oil for any possible bacterial infection and had her use Doterra’s “Breathe” essential oil. She was already taking Vitamin C (which I would later find out was the best thing to do). It took about a week of using all of those, when she began to very slowly feel a little better and eventually fully recovered. Regaining her sense of smell is what took the longest. I think it took a total of about 6 weeks from beginning to end, that her and her husband were sick but fully recovered.
At the time, I just thought they had a bad flu, so I immediately started doing the Neti Pot, spraying Colloidal Silver nasal spray, 2000 mg of Vitamin C and rotated between Grapefruit Seed Extract and Oregano Oil. I was also diffusing Thieves Oil in my bedroom. I guess that worked, because I never got sick or had any symptoms at all despite sharing a space and having close contact interaction with Cindy daily. I later heard that the virus lodges in the nose and sinus, so doing the Neti Pot and spraying the Colloidal Silver everyday was probably the best thing I could have done as a preventative measure.
This whole thing has been so bizarre. I feel like I’m in a dream, like nothing is real. The strange thing is that I feel like I’m supposed to be here in Williams. It feels like I’m protected. I have absolutely no fear even though the world is falling apart all around me and the public is going through the panic/hoarding phase. Definitely feels like I’m right in the center of a storm, in my still point.
I pray that you are all doing well and are able to find comfort. I have faith that this will lessen by the end of May to early June. I keep thinking ” 2 months”… I guess we’ll have to wait and see…
Since the very first day of arriving to Williams, AZ, I’ve been seeing gridlines surrounding me everyday when I wake up in the morning. Because of that, I believe I’m here to do gridwork.
I’m still seeing the cardinal cross in the middle of the gridlines.
This morning, before the gridlines appeared, I saw a black symbol in the air above me, that looks like a reese’s peanut butter cup…I’ve seen it before, years ago, but still don’t know what it means:
There has been a lot of blissful Crown activity and LOTS of anchoring out of the feet. Sometimes the energy is pouring out of my feet so hard and so fast, that it feels like heavy particles.
I felt a new sensation between the Sacral and the Solar Plexus. It feels like something activated there and energy was bursting out of that area. I have no idea what that is, but it was really strong. It happened at two separate times.
Dreams have been very vivid and a little weird. The first week I was here in Williams, I was having dreams about people that had upset me in some way. Everyday it was a different person and I would do Ho’oponopono when I’d wake up in the morning. Lately it’s just been random weird astral stuff and sometimes very dark with lots of bugs/insects (which tells me that it’s in the lower realms).
I’m back to eating large heavy, grounding meals. My body seems to require a lot of fuel at the moment.
Overall, this feels like another “holding space” and I feel like I’m here to wait-it-out. Everyone is really nice and there seems to be a good vibe at this campsite. I’m able to have lots of alone time and it’s been really nice to be able to relax in my own space without any distractions.
For the first time in a while, I’m in a Happy space 🙂
Sending Love, Comfort and Healing to anyone who should need it ❤