My Kundalini fired up yesterday. Out of nowhere, I felt the Tummo fire move up to the back of my neck. I was taught in my Reiki Tummo class to stand against the wall to straighten up my spine so that the Tummo could move more freely, so I did that. It hasn’t been too often that this has happened randomly while I’m awake, so I made sure I made the most of it. It lasted for about twenty minutes. The Tummo fire will rapidly burn off impurities and accelerate the purification process. I’ll take all the help I can get ! 😉
Had a strange dream last night…In the dream I was outside looking around because I heard some noise and I realized there were thousands of black helicopters hovering in the sky. I had a childhood friend with me and I pointed the helicopters out to him so he would look. We were amazed at the sight of the entire sky filled with them. As we were looking, I noticed that trees were falling over in the distance…then noticed that a tsunami was coming toward us near a mountain in the distance.
I remember telling him not to worry because as long as he was with me, nothing would happen to him. The tsunami was gaining speed and I could see a huge wall of water rising up into the sky coming toward us. I pulled him by his arm and we ran as fast as we could into the house…we were able to slam the door just before the water touched us. The tsunami wiped out everything around us but not the house we were in, we were safe there. I knew in the dream that I had control over whatever it was that was happening…it’s like I was aware that it was just an illusion. The rest of the dream was spent trying to pack our stuff to leave the area.
There seems to be a theme with strong forces of water for me lately. I’m seeing this everywhere and now it’s in my dreams too. First with my dream of the water rushing through my Shushumna and now this dream about the tsunami… I’ve also been seeing a theme of mirrors or things mirroring itself (number sequences, symbolism in movies etc)…and also gold and silver are playing a large part in my reality. I read somewhere that gold represents the masculine and silver represents the feminine, sun and moon, Ida and Pingala…
When I was a teenager I remember I had a dream that I fell off of a sinking ship in the middle of the sea. The sky was pitch black with just a faint soft glow from the moon. I was floating in the water trying to find something to hold on to and I saw something illuminated moving toward me from a distance. When it got closer to me, I realized that it was two illuminated snakes fighting with each other in the water. One snake was gold and the other one was silver. They were fighting and twirling around each other with an electrical current emanating from them. The feeling from the dream stayed with me throughout the years and I’ve always remembered it like if it happened yesterday.
I found this picture many years later and it reminds me of the dream:
There seems to be so much more to this with the water, mirrors, gold and silver…I just can’t quite figure it out. Like something’s brewing up inside of me and one day I’ll just have this profound realization of what it all means. It feels like there’s a faint memory but I can’t quite grasp it.
My 3rd eye has been more active in the last couple of weeks. I woke up one morning seeing what I call the “turtle shell energy”. It looks like this:
I’ve seen it a few times but I have no idea what it is. When I see it, it looks like white illuminated odd shaped circles within circles all forming a pattern.
The next day I woke up to seeing the “molecule” energy all around me. It reminds me of the TV screen when you lose connection and it looks like snow. It looks like this:
Since then I’ve seen the regular gridlines and some bright blue orbs. I’ve also seen my aura flickering like if there’s light emanating out of me flickering outward on a large scale. The flickering light has happened quite a bit lately. Sometimes I see it with my eyes closed too…
I’ve been seeing 12:12 everywhere quite frequently. I even weighed myself two days in a row and my digital scale said I weighed 121.2…also continuing to see 555 and 222 everywhere. Things have been pretty calm and I’m still able to stay centered and balanced. I don’t even get mad at my boyfriend anymore (which is a miracle in itself – LOL). It wasn’t until my life became so calm that I realized just how chaotic it used to be (especially working in law enforcement). I would never be able to go back to that life…my physical body wouldn’t be able to handle the stress anymore. It’s like, you don’t realize that you’ve had a knot in your stomach for most of your life until the knot is gone. Why was I so afraid of change…why didn’t I do this sooner?
Sometimes I fantasize about living in a monastery and devoting the rest of my life to studying Buddhist texts…but I know in my Heart that it’s not what I’m here for this time. Sometimes we long for what’s comfortable for us and sometimes what’s comfortable for us is what we’ve already done. That time has passed for me and it’s time for something new. I’m just not sure what that is yet…I trust that the Universe will lead me in the right direction…