Artwork: Orange seeds – by Jo Jayson 2008 https://www.etsy.com/shop/JoJaysonGoddessArt
“When you feel you are being moved by the creative spirit, you are in fact being moved by the Divine Feminine” – Teri Degler ❤
I decided that it was time to leave the campsite in Williams, AZ. The high elevation (7000 feet) was very hard on my physical body and after 3 months of being there, I started to feel very uncomfortable. For whatever reason, high elevations affect my kidneys and less oxygen saturation caused severe fatigue and dizziness. There were other reasons why I decided to leave, but not feeling well everyday was the most important.
I had been saving money so that I can move out of the U.S. mainland, but with COVID-19, that probably won’t happen anytime soon. I just accepted that I’m gonna be here for a while and decided that the best thing to do at the moment, was to move back to Phoenix. My former boss hired me back right away and has lots of work for me to do, so I’ve been keeping busy. There seems to be a harmony there that we didn’t have before.
While I was in Williams, I made friends with a cute little squirrel :
It took a couple of days to get her to trust me, but she ended up following me around throughout the day. Sometimes she would jump on the chair right next to me. I imagine there is not much to eat out in the desert area that we were at, so she really appreciated my snacks
I felt a deep connection with nature while I was in Williams. Sometimes bees would come to me and ask me for a drink of water. Rabbits would come right up to my feet. The Ravens would copy the clicking noises I’d make to them. I saw a lot of bald eagles and big beautiful hawks in the area. Overall, it was a nice break from all of the chaos that was going on in the cities around me. I will miss Williams and the natural flow I experienced while in nature.
Last week was pretty interesting…
~ Meridians continue to activate. On June 23rd, I experienced a sensation that felt like an instrument was being inserted into my right foot. It was a little painful and would cause my foot to jerk. I would immediately feel energy flow super fast from the point on my foot, all the way up the right side of my body and then it would stay at the right side of my face buzzing and churning. It continued to do that for hours, shooting straight up the right side of my body. I have no idea what the purpose of that was…
~ I suspect that the magnetics are having some large fluctuations again. On June 24th, I was cleaning a vacation rental and when I had just walked into the house, a bird crashed into the window that I was facing and then about 5 seconds later, another bird crashed into the window behind me! In past experience, when there are large fluctuations in magnetics, I have had birds crashing into the house that I’m in, so it happens periodically.
~ On June 25th, I was having trouble sleeping, so I decided to take 2 dropperfuls of High Potency Full Spectrum CBD Oil (instead of the recommended one dropperful). That was definitely too much, because about an hour later, I got an extremely aggressive and uncomfortable reaction. I started to get surges of energy in my abdomen that felt like an adrenaline rush exploding outward and it would roll upward through my body in strong pulses that felt like extremely strong chills. It felt like it was completely taking over my body and I had absolutely no control over it.
I started to very aggressively shake with tremors and my teeth were chattering uncontrollably. After a while, I took some Benadryl to calm down a bit and about an hour later, noticed that when I became calm, I could tune into what was happening more clearly. I realized that this had somehow activated the Torus sensation and I could feel it churning very aggressively. This all happened continuously for 4 hours until the Benadryl put me to sleep.
I’m not sure why the high dosage of CBD oil would activate the Torus sensation, but it did. This felt like it was Kundalini related. It was not the pleasant slow movement that I had felt with the Torus before, it was extremely overwhelming this time. This somehow also blew open my Sacral Chakra area, which I had been having issues with, and now I’m feeling more clear. Although I’m afraid to go through this aggressive uncomfortable experience again, I’m very Grateful for what it has done for me. I have an inner knowing that this has somehow “reset” something in my body and I feel very different now.
~I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night hearing something that sounds like a light saber from Star Wars. It’s like the fluctuating humming sound when it’s waved around:
When I hear it, I can actually feel my eardrums vibrating in sync with the fluctuations, so I’m wondering if the sound is internal and coming from my own energy? I’ve heard it off and on for a few years now. I’m also hearing sounds come from beneath me, so I’m guessing it’s coming from underground. There seems to be a lot of activity and movement underground lately.
For myself, things are not changing, they have already COMPLETELY changed…it’s just that I haven’t caught up with it yet. Maybe I’ve been too busy to tune into it? I’ll have 3 days off from work this week, which will give me plenty of time to unplug and have some “Now” time. I’m thinking a visit to Sedona will provide some insight 🙂